that.â
âNo?â he asks, bitterness in his voice.
âItâs his job . A Flawed being taken into custody happens almost every day somewhere in this country. Your dad is under pressure to maintain perfection. What would happen if he turned a blind eye to some and not to others?â I ask, airing some of my own thoughts. âI mean, what then? Judge Crevan on trial for being Flawed for missing a Flawed?â
Art looks at me. âI never thought about it like that.â
âWell, you should. Because heâs your dad. And heâs powerful. And some people adore him, practically worship him. And that makes it harder for you to have a dad like that, but thatâs who youâve got, and he loves you so much. And heâs one half of what made you, and that makes him a genius.â
He smiles, takes my face in his hands, makes a disgusted face. âI donât really want to think of his part in making me, thank you very much.â
âGross.â I laugh.
âBlack and white.â
âAll the way.â I smile, but my smile feels a bit wobbly, my footing not as sure as it was before. Convincing Art is easier than convincing myself.
Art clears his throat. âI wasnât going to do this until your birthday, but after tonight ⦠I think you deserve it now more than ever.â
He lifts his left leg and moves it beside me, pulling me in closer to him so that I am trapped between his thighs. Suddenly my uncertainty disappears and I am right where I want to be.
âI got you this for your eighteenth birthday, but I want to give it to you now to let you know that despite everything else going on in the world, you are the one thing that makes sense to me. You are beautiful.â He runs his finger down my cheek, across my nose, over my lips. âYou are clever, you are loyal.â He drops his hand and hands me a small velvet box.
My hands are shaking so much Iâm embarrassed. I open it and lift out the delicate silver chain, so fine Iâm afraid Iâll break it. On the end is a symbol.
âAnd you are perfect,â he whispers, and it sends a shiver running through me, and my skin breaks out in goose bumps.
I examine the symbol, unable to believe what I see.
âI had a man at Highland Castle make it for me specially. You know what it means?â
I nod. âCircles are regarded as a symbol of perfection. All the radii bear a ratio of one to one to each other, showing there are no partial differences between them. They are proved to be in a state of harmony. Geometric harmony.â
âPerfection,â he says again, softly. âItâs hard to get one up on the mathematician, you know.â He laughs. âI had to do a lot of research. I think my brain is still sore.â
I laugh through my growing tears. âThank you.â My words come out as a whisper. I attempt to wrap it around my wrist, but he stops me.
âNo. Here.â He takes it from my trembling hands, and he uncrosses my ankles delicately. He moves back from me and straightens my leg, sliding my jeans up my leg slowly, his fingers warm on my skin. He fastens the chain around my ankle, and then he moves forward again, closer this time, wrapping my legs around him.
He lifts my chin and we are nose-to-nose, the moonlight between us. He tilts his head and kisses me softly, smoothly, sweetly. His lips are succulent, his tongue delicious, and I lift my hands through his hair and am lost in him, in this moment.
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SEVEN
WHEN I THINK back to that moment, my heart soars as it did then, and everything is heightened, magical, musical, and mystical, almost too good to be true. I could live that moment forever, his lips on mine, our bodies pushed together, both of us hungry for more, our future as wide open as the vista before us, as bright as the moon. It was just us on top of the sleeping world, invincible, untouchable.
It was the most perfect moment in my