doing it to pay her back, kind of thing. I wouldnât want her thinking that! Cos honestly, Iâm not.â
Jem said it earnestly. I agreed. âYouâre doing it cos you want to know. Itâs your right.â
âHow about asking your dad?â said Skye.
Jem made a scoffing sound. âNo use asking him. Heâd just say, ask your mum. Then heâd go and tell her, and sheâd get all hurt and stuff.â
I was glad Jem didnât want her mum to be hurt. But all the same, it was her right. There had to be some way she could find out.
âThereâs got to be records,â I said.
âBut where?â
We both turned, instinctively, to Skye. She is a mine of information about all sorts of things, like if you want to know the capital of Peru or how far away the sun is from the earth. But Skye shrugged her shoulders and said she didnât know.
âIn some government office, maybe?â
I made a face. That wasnât any good. Government offices wouldnât tell you anything; specially not if you were only eleven years old. Thereâd be bound to be some kind of law against it.
âPâraps when you were adopted,â I said, âthereâd have been papers or something?â I was a bit vague about what kind of papers, but it seems to me there are papers for pretty well everything. Dad always complains that he is drowning in them. He says, âPapers for this, papers for that⦠itâs a wonder there are any trees left standing.â
âYou could always try looking,â I said.
âI could.â Jem brightened. âI know where theyâd be⦠in Mum and Dadâs desk. They keep everything in there, all locked away. The keyâs in their dressing-table drawer. I can easily get it. Itâs just a question of waiting for the right moment.â
âYou mean like when your mum and dad arenât there.â Skye had that look she sometimes gets, with her mouth all pursed, like sheâs sucking on lemons. âThis is starting to sound a bit off, if you ask me. Itâs like youâre spying on them.â
I said, âSheâs not spying on them! Sheâs just trying to find out something sheâs got every right to know, only she doesnât want to hurt her mum.â
âI wouldnât read anything thatâs private,â said Jem. âIâm only looking for stuff thatâs about me.â
Skyeâs lips were still pursed. She can be so exasperating!
âIf you wonât even let her look,â I said, âhow is she supposed to find out?â
âIâm not sure finding out is such a good idea,â said Skye.
âBut itâs her right!â
âItâs my right,â said Jem.
âItâs all very well keeping on saying that, but suppose when you find out you wish you hadnât?â
Jem scrunched her face into a frown. âWhy would I wish that?â
âYou might find something you donât like! People do,â said Skye. âThey have these fantasies their mums are going to be celebs, or royalty, or something, and then they turn out to be⦠I donât know! Something not very nice.â
I said, â Some people find their mums are celebs. Or their dads,â I added.
In wondering tones, Jem said, âI never thought about my dad.â
âYou can think about him later,â I told her. âThe important thing is to find your mum.â
âYouâre right!â She nodded. âIâll find her first, then I can ask her about my dad.â
I said, âYes, cos sheâll be able to tell you who he was.â
âMaybe,â said Skye.
âMaybe not.â
We both rounded on her. âDonât be so negative!â I said.
âItâs not going to stop me,â said Jem. âIâm still going to do it, I donât care what you say. I want to find out!â
Jem and Skye were waiting