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it’s me, Luck, that used to come by with Na. Are you in health? How is Na?” After a year in the woods without speaking, the words stuck to my tongue.
    Az got to her feet, steadying herself on my arm, and came into the light. “Ah, Luck, did you think I wouldn’t know you and your red hair? You look to be on fire with the Sun behind you like that. Come and sit.” She led me to the croft’s guardian tree, a rowan, and we sat on the ground in its shade. Az pulled her shawl close around her, though it was a warm day. The pattern was the loveknot; I’d made the shawl myself as a present for Na. I thought of the Dame, how she never could make a weaver of me. My mind would go wandering and leave my fingers to fumble, and mistakes unnoticed had to be picked out later. But Na had treasured the shawl. I wondered why Az wore it.
    â€œHow does Na fare these days? I don’t want to go to the manor, so I hoped you might send one of the boys for her.”
    Az shook her head. “Na is gone. Carried off by the shiver-and-shake this winter. Others too: Min and two of his daughters, and some of those Herders who live off by themselves and never get along with anybody. Dame Lyra caught it too and miscarried. It was bad this year, with all the snows and the cold.”
    I was silent for a while, and wouldn’t look at her. “I should have been here. With the Dame gone you were in need of a healer.”
    Az said, “Nothing to be done, it was that quick. I know Na missed you, though. She’d come to visit Peacedays, and we’d talk of you living on white bread and cream at the king’s court.”
    A year ago, I’d stood beside Na watching the dancers around the bonfire, and told her I was going to the city of Ramus, where the king lived, to find work as a dyer. It was a likely lie, likelier than the truth. I lacked patience as a weaver, but I’d been drawn to the mysteries of dyestuffs and mordants, the transformations in the dyebaths. It was a kind of green lore, and all such lore came easily to me, as if I had only to recollect it rather than to learn it for the first time.
    Now my lie came back to shame me. How could I admit I’d been in the Kingswood, so near at hand when Na was dying?
    Az cocked her head and looked me over with her shiny black eyes. I’d taken care to wash before leaving the Kingswood, but my hair was a bramble thicket, my dress a rag, and my feet bare and hard as horn. She sighed. “But I see you were never at court. I wouldn’t bother to kill a chicken as skinny as you. Wouldn’t be worth the coals to cook it.”
    She fetched me a slab of unleavened barley bread and a bowl of greens stewed with bacon. I dipped the bread into the stew and crammed it into my mouth. Tears ran down and salted it. I was too full of sensation, I was drowning in it: the taste of meat after long fasting, the smell of burning wood, the flood of words coming up from underground, the sweet welcome and sad news.
    Az let me eat and cry in peace until curiosity overmatched her courtesy. “So where did you go, then? You look wild as a bog wight come to scare the children into bed.”
    I said, “I’ve been on a hard road, truth be told, and I gained nothing from it but a new name. I’m called Firethorn now.” I’d never spoken my new name aloud before, and I felt as though I overreached. But for certain Luck did not fit me well anymore, and sometimes one must grow into a name.
    â€œFirethorn suits you,” was all Az said.
    She didn’t ask again where I had been, and I was grateful for it. She spun a thread of gossip around the manor and the village, saying Sire Pava had sent away the old priest when he grew forgetful, and the new one was a Sun priest and not a priest of the Heavens, and what use was he? He had no notion of how to read the weather or the stars and birds, how to tell by signs which day to plow and which to sow, when