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give us one more chance? Please? I’m sorry. I never meant to hurt you.”
     
    Trina felt as if her heart was stuck in the center of her throat as she stood and gazed into Koran’s eyes. Hours seemed to go by as she awaited his answer. He just had to say he would take her back. She’d learned her lesson. How much longer would she have to beg and plead? If given the opportunity, she was sure to do things differently. She wouldn’t take him through unnecessary drama just so she could get her way. She’d love him like he loved her, honestly and truly.
     
    There had to be some love left for her in his heart. They’d been together too many years and shared too many tears for Koran to be done, for real. He just wanted to see her squirm a little bit. Yeah, that had to be it. There was no way Trina was all the way out of his system. Their relationship wasn’t over. How could it be when he still came over and made love to her at night?
     
    Trina was willing to do anything to get back what she and Koran had shared. There was no way in hell she was letting him go without a fight. This was her show and, yes, Trina couldn’t give two fucks that she was second choice. She’d accepted it from the beginning. She didn’t care that she never saw a look of everlasting love in Koran’s eyes. That look was for one person and one person only, Whitney. Trina knew all about her and the undying love she and Koran had shared, but that shit was in the past.
     
    Whitney was long gone. Trina was his future and no one was gonna take her place. Koran was a good catch and one hell of a man. She missed his sweet kisses, their long talks at night, and his text messages, asking what she was doing later. Koran accepted her, flaws and all. He took on the role of Daddy when her son’s real father neglected his responsibilities.
     
    He took her out of the hood and spoiled her with things she’d only dreamed of. How in the hell could she let all of that go? The thought alone gave her chills. And, yes, her feeling the way she did was all her fault. She’d taken him for granted and thrown their love away on a sexual whim, but who didn’t make mistakes? All of her life she’d been in one relationship after another. Trina had never known what it was like to be single and carefree. Koran had to understand that.
     
    Koran couldn’t deny that a part of him was still attracted to Trina. Her looks were what attracted him to her in the first place. He used to call her his diamond mommy with slanted eyes. She was five-eight with skin the shade of sweet honey. Almond shaped eyes, a bunny nose and heart shaped lips made up her facial features. To most she resembled R&B singer Monica. And although she had a six-inch waist, Trina possessed more thighs and ass than a little bit.
     
    Koran, being the alpha male he was, thought it wouldn’t hurt if he had one more taste of her, so without saying another word he placed his lips on hers and silenced her cries.
     
    Regret would consume him when they awoke, but that was a consequence he was willing to accept. Trina was a beast in the bedroom. She knew just how to please him. The things she did with her tongue made Koran’s toes curl. All the chronic in the world couldn’t mess with her. Making love to Trina was something he used to enjoy, but tonight was different. There would be no erotic kisses that led from her neck down to the heartbeat of her clit. He wouldn’t hold her in his arms until they fell asleep. Trina wasn’t getting anything but pure unadulterated, animalistic, non-emotional sex.
     
    Koran was tired of pretending that their relationship was worth holding onto. Too much had been said and done for them to ever go back to the way things were. Trina wasn’t worthy of his love anymore. With her back facing his chest, Koran aggressively pulled her skirt up and placed her panties to the side. The lips of Trina’s pussy ached from the thought of him entering her. Bending over she held onto the