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myself.

    “Nothing, don’t worry about it.” I tell her patting her hand.

    “Taleah Bryant!” the nurse yells.
    Cadence and I get up and walk through the white lobby like were walking to our deaths, it’s clearly not that serious to look the way we must to everyone in the office, but it sure feels like it to me. I can hear the chants now “dead girl walking.” I really need to do something with my thoughts. We walk down a long hallway, and the nurse looks back at me and tells me to go into room 5. I go in and was instructed to pee in the clear cup looking things, how the fuck am I supposed to aim? I never understood this part, hmm, a thought for another day.
    I pee, place to cup in the door, and return to the room.

    “So, the weather is good, yeah?” I ask Cadence trying to break the tension between us.

    “Do not start with the jokes, I’m still pissed right now,” wow, well this is going well.
    The door opens, and the doctors comes in, after a routine checkup and me being poked and prodded by a machine, hands, and needles. I get the same answer I did when I peed on that stupid little stick. I’m absolutely pregnant. When they asked if I want to know the due date, I think I stopped breathing, but Cadence reminded me that would be an important piece of information. You know, just in case I forget I have to give birth at a certain point. With May 19th, we pack our stuff and leave. Yep life sucks alright.
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Chapter 4
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    After we leave the clinic, we went to our respective classes; I was in a daze and didn’t realize I walked straight into Dom. Fuck my life. I have come to terms that what happened between him and I were for the best. We’ve tried to hang out a few time, but it’s just occurred. So I have mostly stayed away or had Tony come visit me in my dorm or we go to dinner. Our twin time is great, but Dom and I is a relationship that we have to learn how to turn into strictly friends, and that feat alone is harder than it should be.
    “Hey Te, how yah been, what’s good and all that?” Hmm, he’s worried. Why?

    “What did you do?” I ask him cutting straight to the point.

    “Who? Me? Nothing, why do you ask?” He’s not looking at me. Matter of fact, he’s looking at everything except me.
    I eye him closely trying to figure out what his problem is, when all of a sudden I’m pushed from behind. And, I slam straight into Dom yet again. “Bitch!” A girl behind me exclaims.
    “What the hell?” I whisper to myself.

    “Why are you with my man?” She yells at me again.

    Oh, now I see why he looks guilty, like I actually care who he’s with, especially now. I turn around, smile at her and then continue on my way.
    “Te!” Dom yells behind me, but I just keep going, I have other things to worry about right now, and he is not one of them. The bitch is lucky I didn’t get hurt, or I’d be on her ass quicker than she could blink. Stupid ass girl pushed a pregnant girl, I’m already a mama bear, look at me.
    I sit in my dorm room, and think about what I’m going to do. I don’t think I’m ready for this, hell Vin hasn’t contacted me, come by or cared to keep his hands to himself seeing as he is all over Carmen every time I see him in a picture.
    “Trust me” yeah, right I mumble to myself. He asked for something that I didn’t know him well enough to give away, yet I did it anyway. Stupid, stupid, I should have learned my lesson the first time I was lied to by Dom instead of falling for Vin’s words. Whatever, I need to get my shit together, and I have 8 months to do it.
    I lay back on my bed as images of us together float through my mind. I can still feel him kissing my thighs. Oh lord, I need to stop already, this can’t be healthy for me.
    Cadence comes bouncing into our room followed by Ant. They stop when they see me curled into myself with tears in my eyes. I don’t say anything, because I know I was a fucking dumb ass. I still