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sit, cross-legged,
nude, in a tangle of silk sheets. Life is a sensual banquet and I am voracious. I glisten
with sweat and satisfaction. But I need more. My lover is too far away. He is bringing
me food. I do not know why he insists. I need nothing but his body, his electric touch,
the primitive, intimate things he does to me. His hands on me, his teeth and tongue, and
most especially what hangs heavy between his legs. Sometimes I kiss it. Lick it. Then
he glistens with sweat and hunger and strains beneath my mouth. I hold down his hips
and tease. It makes me feel powerful and alive. "You are the most beautiful man I've
ever seen," I tell him. "You are perfect."
       He makes a strangled sound and mutters something about how I might seriously
reconsider that at some point. I ignore it. He says many mystifying things. I ignore them
all. I admire the preternatural grace of his body. Dark, strong, he pads like a great beast,
muscles rippling. Black and crimson symbols cover much of his skin. It's exotic,
exciting. He is large. The first time I almost couldn't take him. He fills me, sates me
completely. Until he is no longer inside me and I am empty again.
      I push onto all fours and arch my rump invitingly. I know he cannot resist my ass.
When he looks at it, he gets a funny look on his face. Savage, his mouth tightens, his
eyes harden. Sometimes he looks away sharply.
        But he always looks back.
        Hard, fast, hungry like me.
       I believe he is divided in desire. I do not understand that. Desire is. There is no
judgment between animals. No right or wrong. Lust is. Pleasure is the way of beasts.
"More," I say. "Come back to bed." It took me a while to learn this exquisite thing's
language, but when I did, I learned rapidly, although parts of it elude me. He claims I
knew it all along but had forgotten it. He says it took me weeks to regain it. I do not
know what "weeks" are. He says they are a way of marking the passage of time. I have
no care for such matters. He often speaks nonsense. I ignore it. I shut his mouth with
mine. Or with my breasts, or other parts. It works every time.
      He shoots me a look, and for a moment I think I have seen that look before. But I
know I have not, because I could never have forgotten such a divine creature.
      "Eat," he growls.
       "Don't want food," I growl back. I tire of him making me eat. I reach for him. I am
strong. My body is sure. But this fine beast is stronger than me. I savor his power, when
he lifts me on top of him, when he holds me down and fills me, when he's behind me,
driving deep. I want him there now. He knows no limits. Though I have drowsed, I have
never seen him sleep. Though I demand incessantly, he is always able to please me. He
is inexhaustible. "I want more. You. Come here. Now." There goes my rump again. Up.
      He stares.
      He curses. "No, Mac," he says.
      I do not know what "Mac" means.
      But I know what "no" means.
      And I do not like it.
       I pout. But it quickly curves into a smile. I know a secret. For a beast of such power,
his self-control with me is weak. I have learned this in our time together. I wet my lips,
give him a look, and he makes that raw, angry-sounding noise deep in his throat that
makes my blood hot, hot, hot, because every time he makes it I know he's just about to
give me what I want.
      He cannot resist me. It bothers him. He is an odd animal.
      Lust is, I tell him, again and again. I try to make him understand.
      "There's more to life than lust, Mac," he says roughly, again and again.
       There is that word "Mac" again. So many words I do not understand. I weary of talk.
I tune him out.
       He gives me what I want. Then forces me to eat--boring! I humor him. Belly full, I
am sleepy. I tangle my body with his. But when I do, lust takes me again, and I cannot
sleep. I roll on top of him, straddle him, breasts swaying over his face. His eyes glaze
and I smile. He traps me beneath him in a smooth