think of nothing else to say. Evarinâs grin was delicately malicious. âOh, I am sure of that! Karamy is quick to strike. Gamine and I have little love lost, but we agree on one thing; that Karamyâs procession of slaves is monstrous. And that you are a fool to help Karamy pay for herâdesires. Karamy is far too fond of power in her own hands, to pay to put it into yours.â
Karamy. Karamy who took my memoryâ
âShe did.â Evarin murmured, and I realized I had spoken aloud. The room seemed full of a weighty silence. Evarinâs prowling footsteps made no noise as he came to my side. âI can give it back to you, though. I have made you a Toy.â His effete voice rather disgusted me, and I moved away, but he followed. âLook here, and find your memory.â
And he put something small and hard into my hand; something wrapped in silvery silks.
I raised my hand curiously, untwisting the wrappings. They were smooth and shining and colorless, with a bluish cast, like Gamineâs veils; no fabric I had ever seen. Evarin backed slowly away from me. For an instant all I could see was a blurred invisibilityâlike Gamineâs face behind the veilsâthen a sort of mirror became slowly visible, It did not seem to reflect anything; rather, it was a coldly shining surface, cloudy, glittering from within. I bent to examine the pattern of the shadows that moved on the surface. There was a curious pull from the mirror, a cold that crept sluggishly from my hand. A familiar, soothing cold. As if drawn by a magnet, my eyes bent closerâ
Recognition crashed in my mind. Evarinâand his gilt deadly Toys.... I dashed the colorless thing to the floor, giving it a savage kick. The blurred invisibility wavered; I caught a glimpse of a tiny jewelled mechanism, before it sprang back to gray ice again. Evarin had backed halfway across the room; I leaped at him, collaring the dandy and wrenching him close. âIâve a good mind to tie the thing across your throat!â I grated.
Evarinâs lip twisted up. Suddenly his whole face melted in a blurring invisibility and I felt his whole substance evaporate from between my hands. He writhed like smoke, and I leaped backward just as he materialized, whole and deadly, too close. âI am alwaysâguarded!â he jerked out at me, âI might have knownââ
He stooped, reaching for the fallen toy. I kicked the little mirror out of his reach, bent to retrieve it. âIâll keep this,â I said, and wadding the insulated silk around it, I thrust it into a pocket. Evarinâs eyes glared at me helplessly. âYouâll stay solid for awhile now,â I jeered. â Toymaker! Damned freakââ I stormed out of the room, leaving him rubbing his bruised shoulder.
Now that Adric was back in control, I had no trouble discovering where I wanted to go. Some blind instinct led me through the maze of elevators and staircases; I stepped into servantâs quarters, kitchens, a roomful of buzzing machinery I dismissed with a glance of familiarity; and finally found myself in the open, the semicircle of rainbow towers around me.
Overhead the suns, red and white, sent a curious, double-shadowed light downward through the neatly-trimmed trees. A little day moon, smaller than any moon I had known, peeped, a curious crescent, over the edge of a mountain. The grass under my feet was just grass, but the brightly-tinted flowers in mathematically regular beds were strange to me. Paths, bordered by narrow ditches to keep the pedestrian off the flowers, wandered in and out of this strange pleasaunce; I accepted all this without conscious thought, but some unconscious scrap of memory gave me a vague practical reason for the ditches. I carefully avoided them.
Faint shrill music tugged siren-like at my ears; wordless, like Gamineâs crooning. Staring, I realized that the flowers themselves sang. The singing