house with interest, but with little to say. Maybe she, like Colette, had been burning up inside with envy? But if Mallory was really going to be her friend . . .
Phoebe said, âI just remembered something from a few years ago. When Colette and I were firstâwell, friends. If you can call it that.â She related the incident.
âSo you took care of Colette? Dried her tears and said there, there?â said Mallory. She had sat down on the chair next to Phoebeâs. âYou took care of her, even though sheâd just insulted you?â
âI did. Yes.â
âWhy?â
Phoebe knew the answer. She had thought about it. She had talked about it with her friend Benjamin. âShe made me feel ashamed. Ofââ Phoebe waved a hand at the room.
âOf having so much,â said Mallory.
âYes.â
âColette doesnât seem to me to be in any need,â observed Mallory. âAm I wrong?â She smiled a twisted smile. âDid you go home with her and find that her mother was a wreck and she was the only one taking care of things?â
Phoebe met Malloryâs gaze and smiled back awkwardly. âNo. Coletteâs home is fine. Her parents are lawyers. She has everything she wants. Including two adorable little twin sisters, by the way. But her life isnât, well, you know.â She waved a hand again.
âItâs not like this.â
âRight. And, like I said, it made me ashamed.â
Mallory tilted her head to the side. âDid she make you feel like youâd rather be more like her? Not be a Rothschild, not have everything else that goes with it?â She leaned toward Phoebe. âWould you rather be regular and ordinary?â
âAt that moment I felt that way.â
âBut you donât feel that way now? Youâre over it?â
Phoebe nibbled thoughtfully on the inside of her cheek. âItâs complicated. Iâm not a princess type. At all! You donât know me yet, but believe me. And my dad is a regular person. But when your family is like mine, I guess nobody in it can be regular in the, uh, regular way.â She paused. âAlso, my mother is amazing. Sheâd be amazing even without being a Rothschild. Sheâs just so brilliant. Youâve only just met her, butââ
âI have an idea. Just from tonight.â
âYes. I wanted to fit in with Colette and the others, for a while there. But now youâre my friend, right? I donât have to care about them anymore.â She was suddenly aware that she sounded a little . . . well, needy.
Was she buying friendship, again? Was that what had happened with Colette? Was that what was happening here too? Phoebe wasnât sure. She hunched her shoulders. Maybe she would call Benjamin tonight . . .
She looked warily at Mallory. Mallory was smiling, but her eyes were sad.
âI am your friend,â Mallory said. âI want to be, and I am. And so, as your friend, let me tell you something important. Itâs that you decided to get out of that bad friendship with Colette by yourself. I just happened to come along to make it easier. But you could have done it alone if you had to. And you would have. Right?â
âI wanted to. IâIâm not sure I would have actually gone through with it.â
âYou would have.â
âMaybe.â
An awkward silence came over the girls. Mallory got up and wandered around the room, finally coming to a stop at the wall next to the stone fireplace, where a portrait from the nineteenth century hung. It showed the upper torso of a man in a white shirt and black coat. He was bald with fluffy tufts of gray hair sticking out on either side of his head and had the kind of expression that was impossible to read. âWhoâs this?â Mallory asked.
âOh. Heâs a Rothschild ancestor. Thatâs a copy, actually, not an original painting.â
Mallory came to attention.