voice was shaking.
Another knock, louder this time, as if to shut me up.
“Um, come in?”
I walked over to it, taking silent, slow steps, listening for
whoever was on the other side. Whoever it was had
knocked three times.
I heard that breathing again.
I paused in mid-stride, then took one more step until I
was up against the door. I reached for the handle in slow
motion, hesitating before placing my hand on it, afraid of
what I might find on the other side. I was always afraid of
what I might find on the other side. I knew better now than to
chalk up anything strange as pure paranoia.
If I thought there was a monster in my closet, there
probably was a monster in my closet.
My eyes flitted to the shadow on the floor. As if to prove
my point, the shadow slowly eased back under the
doorframe until it was gone.
It was time to find out what was going on.
I grabbed the handle and flung the door open…
Ada was at the very end of the hal way near my parents’
bedroom, the red hot water bottle jostling in her hands.
“I found it!” she yel ed at me. “I got the tap water running
until it was pretty hot. What’s wrong?”
I shook my head. “Were you just in my room?”
“No, I’ve been looking for this in mom’s closet. Why?”
She came toward me and placed the bottle in my hand. It
was hot and soothing and just holding it, and having Ada
and her slender company, made my heart beat slower to a
comfortable level.
“I thought I heard someone knocking on my door.”
She scrunched up her forehead, the day’s waning
makeup crusting a little at the corners.
“I know I heard the doorbel ring three times.” She turned
to the stairs and shouted down them, “Mom! Who was at
the door?”
“I don’t know, sweetie,” came the response from the
kitchen. She sounded a little put out. “Kids playing nicky
nicky nine doors, maybe.”
I exchanged a look with Ada. At eleven o’ clock at night?
In this neighborhood? both our eyes seemed to be saying.
My mom appeared and came up the stairs with a tray
containing a hot bowl of chicken noodle soup (no chicken
chunks), a glass of orange juice and a bottle of Nyquil.
I eyed the NyQuil. “You trying to drug me, mom?”
“It’s to help you sleep. Get back in bed, Perry,” she said,
and shooed me into my room. I did as she said and placed
the hot water bottle on my pelvis. The cramps had already
died down a bit thanks to the pain meds. I swal owed the
sticky plastic cup ful of NyQuil, hoping the stuff would make
me pass out. My mind was racing and it needed to be put
to rest. I was hearing things and seeing things, most likely
brought on by my delirious pain of earlier. Most likely .
When my mom left, Ada sat on the bed beside me, her
long legs folded up until her chin rested on her knees. I felt
safer having her there. Maybe she knew that.
“Today total y sucked, right?" wi she said.
“Right,” I said, sinking deeper into the mattress. It was a
fucking weird day. First Rebecca appears randomly,
stirring al these feelings I wanted to keep at bay. Then the
incident in the club, the vomiting, the cramps, fol owed by
thinking someone was in my room and nicky nicky nine
doors.
“Your friend Ash was nice to drive you home.”
“He’s a nice guy.”
“Do you, like, like him like him?”
I smiled. “ Like him , like him? No. He’s too young for me.”
I sensed Ada tensing up. I turned my head to look at her.
Her eyes were bright and shiny. Oh dear.
“Is he young enough for me?”
“Hel no. He’s twenty. And you’re stil fifteen.”
“Only for a few more months,” she protested.
“And you have a boyfriend,” I pointed out. She had been
going out with this Layton fel ow for the past few months. I’d
met him. I wasn’t impressed. Especial y when he cal ed me
“Ghoul Girl” and threw up the gangster symbol.
“I don’t know,” she said wistful y. “Sometimes I think I
don’t like Layton anymore. He