he said. âOh, and Marie, they just brought out fresh lemon pound cake. You should have another piece.â
âOh, I shouldnât. I really shouldnât.â Mama remained in her seat for a moment and then bounded to the dessert table.
âThere she goes again,â Queenie said. âMarie and her pound cake.â
The conversation carried on long after Mama returned tothe table, but my thoughts were elsewhere. I couldnât stop thinking about the contest and the essay I needed to write. What should I say? Should I mention our quaint little town? The church sanctuary where I planned to say my âI dosâ? Should I talk about Casey and how we met at the ballpark when I was running for cheerleader of the Little League team?
âYou okay over there, Katie?â Queenie asked.
âOh, yes maâam. Iâm just . . .â Strategizing. Writing a letter in my head.
âThinking about that new window display at the hardware store, Iâll bet.â Pop winked. âI know how much you love that.â
âOh, I do.â Changing out the displays was my very favorite part of working at the store. Well, that and the customers. But my mind was definitely on other things.
By the time I arrived home from Samâs, Iâd sketched out the whole letter in my mind. I knew just what to say. I waited until the whole family was tucked away for the night before grabbing my laptop and composing the essay. It didnât take long to lay out my plea for the dream dress. After all, Iâd been planning for my big day all of my life. I knew just how I wanted things to go.
The essayâall five hundred wordsâcame together seamlessly. I pushed the Send button at exactly 11:17, just forty-three minutes shy of the midnight deadline. Whew! Talk about cutting it close.
I couldnât help but smile as I reread my essay after sending it in. It sounded pretty good. No, really good. If I didnât know any better, Iâd say it was God-inspired.
God-inspired.
Just like my relationship with Casey. I smiled again as I thought about my fiancé. Well, soon-to-be-fiancé. If he knew Iâd penned this essay, would it hurry him up? Would he ticklemy ears with the question meant to make my heart sing? Would our happily ever after start sooner rather than later?
For the first time all evening it occurred to me that Casey hadnât called. Iâd received a text early in the afternoon, but nothing tonight. Nothing whatsoever, not even our usual âLove you, sleep tightâ text. I double-checked my phone, just to be sure. Nope. Nothing.
Oh well. He was probably at his house this very minute, scheming up a way to propose. And wouldnât he be thrilled to receive the news that Iâd saved a bundle by winning the perfect gown?
If I won.
Oh, but I would. I knew it in my heart of hearts. This was my answer, my solution. I would win the dress, walk the aisle, and live out my forever with my small-town sweetheart. Weâd raise our kiddos in Fairfield. Casey would coach Little League alongside Pop. Iâd take over the choir at the Baptist church when Mama retired. And weâd all live happily ever after.
I hoped.
4 Iâve Got a Picture of Us on My Mind
The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.
Dolly Parton
I spent the next couple weeks with my stomach in knots. Barely a day went by when I didnât wish I could un-press the Send button. Ugh. Every day I prayed Casey would propose. Every day he didnât. In fact, he seemed to be acting a little oddâevasive, evenâwhenever I dropped hints about our relationship, which really bugged me. But I couldnât beg the guy to marry me, now could I?
Instead, I went about my business, working at the hardware store, hanging out with Casey and my friends at Dairy Queen, and listening to my brothers ramble on about the goings-on in our little town.
Until Thursday