thirst for sordid visuals goes unsated.
âItâs done,â she says, pushing away from the desk and unfolding herselffrom her chair. She stops just shy of her full height, as if the self-conscious slouch somehow makes her less noticeable than the additional inch a straightened spine provides. What if it does? Perhaps Iâll work it into my Hall Ghost act.
Taylor checks her work, nods, and says, âGood job.â
She half grins, a glint of a retainer visible between her parted lips. For a moment our gazes meet, her eyes as blue as tropical water when sheâs not casting them down, and I smile at her. She looks away, embarrassed. The term âpainfully shyâ doesnât seem strong enough for this girl. âAgonizingly shyâ maybe? âTorturously shyâ?
Ms. Marcella approaches Taylor and bashful Rozlynn with signed hall passes. âThat will be all,â Ms. Marcella says. âYou can get back to your computer science class now, and thank Mr. Bradford for me.â
Rozlynn flits from the room, but not before giving me a warm smile and a wave. Being a Hall Ghost doesnât mean Iâm a complete unknown. I play shy, and the real shy kids tend to acknowledge each other, if only in passing. I wave back and sheâs gone.
Around me, my classmates remain in a mild uproar over being denied a dose of scandal. A white, cornea-staining explosion toward the front of the room quiets them.
Ms. Marcella fired a large flash unitâ-a device that houses a 250-watt lamp bulb and looks something like a laser gun from a science-fiction movieâtoward the underside of a white light reflector shaped like an umbrella. Combined with a tripod and light meter, the entire apparatus makes up the standard flash kit, used the world over by everyone from high-fashion photographers to the cheesy family portrait shooter at Sears.
Itâs wondrous to the noobs, whoâve never seen this kind of setup before. My eyes droop and I stifle another yawn. Iâve got this gear in the trunk of my car.
âNow,â Ms. Marcella says, âif you all can manage to focus, letâs talk studio lighting and using a flash to your advantage.â
Taylor is still in the doorway, momentarily stunned by Ms. Marcellaâs flash trick like everybody else. He blinks my way, catching the remnants of the smile meant for Rozlynn, and he returns it. By the time my tired mind remembers I should be frowning/scowling/hissing at all things related to him, he turns the corner.
You really are slipping, Panda .
After DP the hallway crowds part and I see a face Iâve been looking for all day. Nina Appleton.
She navigates the rush with a gazelle-like bounce thatâs partially due to her crutches and partially due to her usual manic energy. The girl vibrates.
Today thereâs an extra bit of buzz to her, something that wasnât there the last few times Iâve seen her. Also present after a long hiatus, a smile on her face.
âHey, Nina,â I say as she passes.
She glances back over her shoulder, skids to a stop. âHey, Panda!â
âHow are you?â
âStupendous!â she says, stretching the word. STUUU-pendous!
To pry further is risky. I already know why her dayâs so good. Justice has been served. Her wrong righted. Iâm one of the Avengers.
âUh, Panda?â Ninaâs staring at me. When did she start staring?
I shake off my exhaustion daze. âSorry. I spaced.â
âDonât be. I may need some of whatever youâre smoking one day. Itâs nice to know youâve got the hookup.â
I snort a laugh. Good one, Nina.
She says, âWell, I gottaââdramatic pause as she looks down, her face suddenly seriousââI was going to say ârun,â but we both know that ainât happening. How about âcrutchâ? âGotta, crutchâ sounds about right.â
âUm. I donâtââ
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