paled and broke eye contact. “Oh, Val, a great many things.” He sighed as if the weight of the world had just been placed on his shoulders. “But first, I check the pig,” he mumbled in Italian while I frowned after him. Why was he suddenly so worried about my safety?
I worked in a flower shop.
And my best friend was my twin brother.
Hardly the troublemaker, the worst thing I’d ever done was lie to them once and go to the safety deposit box, which they didn’t even know about.
My pocket felt suddenly weighted down with that lie. The door creaked as I quickly shut it. My room was on the second level of the brownstone so I didn’t have to worry about anyone peeking through the window.
With shaking hands, I pulled the heavy envelope from my pocket and sat on my bed.
Valentina.
My name was printed across the letter with wide black block letters as if the person took great care in drawing each letter out.
The envelope wasn’t sealed.
I tugged the sheets of paper out.
It had been thick because the paper was thick.
Expensive.
And it smelled…
Like a boy.
No, that wasn’t right. Boys didn’t smell like a mixture of cedar and peppermint. A man, it smelled like a man.
I lifted the thick paper to my nose and inhaled as the scent of paper and a thick, sensual, spicy cologne swirled around me.
Yelling erupted downstairs. The words “pig” and “bastard” were tossed around like a volleyball while I continued sniffing the letter like a crazy person.
Finally, I opened it up completely and stared down at the beautiful cursive writing. Funny, it smelled masculine but the writing was too neat to be by a man.
He was so beautiful. The type of beautiful that made a woman ache, in all the best ways. To find a flaw in the prince would take an eternity and the princess would spend an eternity trying to discover that flaw, because the excitement was in the discovery. Never begrudge the journey, Valentina, for it is the journey that makes the ending happy.
Read a page a day. That is all I ask. One page. Every day. You’ll know what to do when there are no longer any pages.
The truth is around you.
Love, after all, is eternal.
All my love,
R.
With trembling hands I set the pages on my bed. I didn’t count them, I was afraid that if I pulled each individual sheet apart, I’d ruin the surprise and gorge myself by reading every last one.
As a reader, I’d never had self-control. I wasn’t so horrible a person as to read the ending before the beginning, but I rarely started a book and finished it a week later. I absorbed the words like they were my lifeline, as if the lives I were reading about truly existed.
I repeated the words in my head… about the flawless prince, wishing for once it was true. Wishing that my current reality wasn’t putting on a velvet suit in hopes of marrying me while forty of our closest family and friends watched on.
Was it so wrong to wish for a flawless prince over Nico? Did that make me selfish? Reading gave me high expectations. Sometimes that was depressing, and sometimes it was the only thing that got me through boring days at the flower shop where I’d watch handsome men buy flowers, where they’d write cards that gushed about love and beauty.
Maybe that was what had attracted me to A Midsummer Night’s Dream . The poetry, the sheer beauty of everything around the faeries.
An abrupt knock on the door interrupted my thoughts. I didn’t have time to answer before Dante came strolling in.
“Hey!” I quickly hid the sheets under one of my pillows. “I could have been naked!”
He gave me a knowing look. “After being walked in on by the uncles, you asked for a changing screen, I would have seen shadows.”
I eyed the flimsy screen across the room. I’d found it at a garage sale and begged Gio to buy it for me. He’d blushed a billion shades of red, mumbled out a sorry, since he’d been the last to walk in on me before dinner, and quickly handed the woman a
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