then in spite of his weakness he managed to lay her down in her little bed.
âShe will love deeplyâshe will suffer terriblyâshe will have glorious moments to compensateâas I have had. As her motherâs people deal with her, so may God deal with them,â he murmured brokenly.
CHAPTER 3
A Hop out of Kin
Douglas Starr lived two weeks more. In after years when the pain had gone out of their recollection, Emily thought they were the most precious of her memories. They were beautiful weeksâbeautiful and not sad. And one night, when he was lying on the couch in the sitting-room, with Emily beside him in the old wing-chair, he went past the curtainâwent so quietly and easily that Emily did not know he was gone until she suddenly felt the strange stillness of the roomâthere was no breathing in it but her own.
âFatherâFather!â she cried. Then she screamed for Ellen.
Ellen Greene told the Murrays when they came that Emily had behaved real well, when you took everything into account. To be sure, she had cried all night and hadnât slept a wink; none of the Maywood people who came flocking kindly in to help could comfort her; but when morning came her tears were all shed. She was pale and quiet and docile.
âThatâs right, now,â said Ellen, âthatâs what comes of being properly prepared. Your pa was so mad at me for warning you that he wasnât rightly civil to me sinceâand him a dying man. But I donât hold any grudge against him. I did my duty. Mrs. Hubbardâs fixing up a black dress for you and itâll be ready by supper time. Your maâs people will be here tonight, so theyâve telegraphed, and Iâm bound theyâll find you looking respectable. Theyâre well off and theyâll provide for you. Your pa hasnât left a cent but there ainât any debts, Iâll say that for him. Have you been in to see the body?â
âDonât call him that ,â cried Emily, wincing. It was horrible to hear Father called that .
âWhy not? If you ainât the queerest child! He makes a better looking corpse than I thought he would, what with being so wasted and all. He was always a pretty man, though too thin.â
âEllen Greene,â said Emily suddenly, âif you say any more ofâthose thingsâabout Father, I will put the black curse on you!â
Ellen Greene stared.
âI donât know what on earth you mean. But thatâs no way to talk to me, after all Iâve done for you. Youâd better not let the Murrays hear you talking like that or they wonât want much to do with you. The black curse indeed! Well, hereâs gratitude!â
Emilyâs eyes smarted. She was just a lonely, solitary little creature and she felt very friendless. But she was not at all remorseful for what she had said to Ellen and she was not going to pretend she was.
âCome you here and help me wash these dishes,â ordered Ellen. âItâll do you good to have something to take up your mind and then you wonât be after putting curses on people who have worked their fingers to the bone for you.â
Emily, with an eloquent glance at Ellenâs hands, went and got the dish towel.
âYour hands are fat and pudgy,â she said. âThe bones donât show at all.â
âNever mind sassing back! Itâs awful, with your poor pa dead in there. But if your Aunt Ruth takes you sheâll soon cure you of that.â
âIs Aunt Ruth going to take me?â
âI donât know, but she ought to. Sheâs a widow with no chick or child, and well-to-do.â
âI donât think I want Aunt Ruth to take me,â said Emily deliberately, after a momentâs reflection.
âWell, you wonât have the choosing likely. You ought to be thankful to get a home anywhere. Remember youâre not of much importance.â
âI am important
Elizabeth Amelia Barrington