into abusive relationships and why they canât get out.
Putting a hand on each side of her face, he lifted her chin and kissed her. âIâll try to be home early. Donât forget the papers.â
She carted stacks of old newspapers out for recycling. Some were months old. She noticed a headline. JURY AGAINST DEATH PENALTY . Just below was a fuzzy picture of Lily Farmerâs father: thin, agonized face, with features so angular he looked almost like a caricature of a fanatical Jesuit. During the trial heâd sat in the courtroom listening to the tortures done to his daughter. It was a long trial, recapped every day on the news. After the sentencing, Cary saw a clip of him, face twisted with grief and fury when the monster who killed his daughter didnât get the death penalty.
ONE JUROR HOLDOUT. WADE JEFFRIES TO GET LIFE . Lily Farmerâs father wanted justice for his only child. âThis isnât it,â heâd yelled into the TV news cameras.
Cary dropped the last stack on the curbâthe outer one showed another picture of Joseph Farmer, face twisted in furyâwent back inside and turned on the shower. Just as she was stepping under the hot water, the doorbell rang. She ignored it. It rang again.
When the ringing continued, she grabbed her tatty terry cloth robe, wrapped it around herself, and went to the bedroom to look out the window. Arletteâs Camry sat in the driveway. The bell rang again. In bare feet, Cary padded down to the living room and opened the door. Arlette swept in with a small plastic bag.
âWhat are you doing here?â Cary looked around nervously to see if any neighbors were watching, then quickly shut the door.
âI came to see if you were all right and to give you a couple things.â
Caryâs bare feet were freezing on the slate entryway. She kept standing on one, then the other. âWhat things?â
âMake me a cup of tea and Iâll tell you.â
Stepping back, she felt the welcome warmth of the gray carpeting, but her feet got icy again when she walked on the kitchen linoleum.
âGo get some slippers,â Arlette said. âIâll fix it.â
Cary went upstairs, scrounged her felt slippers from under the bed, and came back to find Arlette filling the tea kettle.
Arlette studied her. âAre you changing your mind?â
âWell, heâs been different, and now that I know about the sight thing and itâs not his fault andâ¦â Cary shrugged.
âHe beats you.â
âHe loses his temper. If Iâd be more carefulââ
âBullshit. Youâre a battered wife.â
âWhy are you doing this, Arlette? Why are you here?â
The tea kettle shrieked. Arlette got up to turn off the burner and pour hot water into the tea pot. âIâm trying to get you to see the danger youâre in.â
âI love him.â Cary felt like crying. âAnd he can be different. Sometimes heâs sweet and kind andââ
âAnd other times he beats the shit out of you. He may not be causing your vision loss, but heâll either kill you or one night you will get his gun and blow a great big hole in his head.
âArlette!â The horror was so great because the thought had come to mind more than once. âDonât say that,â Cary said flatly.
Arlette nodded. âYou have to get away.â She poured tea into Caryâs cup, pushed it across the table, and poured her own.
Cary pulled the cup closer and curled her arm around it like someone might snatch it away.
Arlette reached across the table and put a hand on her arm. âI have a friend. She said you could come and stay with her.â
âWho is she?â
âKelby Oliver. She wasââ Arlette stopped.
What was it Arlette didnât want to tell her? âWhy let me stay with her? If Mitch finds out, heââ
âHe wonât find out. She lives in