men.
âSo whatâs happening with you?â I asked. âWhere were you yesterday?â
Kellyâs eyes followed the game in front of us as the ball flew from one end of the court to the other. âI did a dumb thing,â she said. âI went to that clinic, the place where you can get birth control stuff.â Then she turned towards me and made a goofy face.
I was quiet for a minute. I wasnât exactly shocked, but I wasnât exactly expecting something like that either. âSo what happened?â I said.
She sighed. âI never even talked to anyone. I just sat in the waiting room for a while, and then I took off.â
âYou could go back,â I said. âYou want me to go with you?â
âI donât know. Thanks, though.â
An old man with a small rat-like dog on a retractable leash sat on the bench beside us. âWhere are all the women?â Kelly said. âDonât they play tennis?â
âHome with the babies,â I said.
She shrugged, looked sideways at the old man, and nudged me to my feet. We followed the path that ran beside the school and came out onto Jameson. âI came this close,â she said, showing me a space the width of her thumb, âto letting Joey do it. Without ... anything.â
âOh, Kel,â I said. âArenât you scared that ...â
She shook her head and turned a bright pink. âItâs not that easy to stop him, Jess. And anyway,â she blushed, âI really want to do it.â
âThis is probably a dumb question,â I said. âBut why? Why no condom?â This was something I couldnât figure out at all. Why everybody didnât use them, like youâre supposed to.
She giggled. âYou have to be there. Joey says itâs like washing your feet with your socks on.â
I didnât know what to say, then. It sounded to me like Joey wasnât thinking of Kelly at all, but who was I? I thought for a minute, then I decided. I was her best friend, thatâs who I was. Jealous, maybe, that she had a boyfriend and I didnât, but I didnât want her to get hurt.
âDoesnât he care about you?â I said. âWhat if heâs got AIDS or something? What if you get pregnant?â
Kel looked up and down the street, like she was expecting to see somebody she knew. âHe cares, and he doesnât have AIDS, and I wonât get pregnant. Heâs just stubborn.â Then she grabbed my arm and pulled me into the library.
It was obviously time to talk about something else. âI had another scene with the Roach,â I said. âYesterday. Thatâs why I was looking for you.â
âHeâs a slime, Jess. Youâre going to have to do something about him. I still think you should let Joey and the guys talk to him. Or whatever. Shake him up a little.â
âUm,â I said. Joey, Kellyâs boyfriend, was huge, with arms and legs as big as trees. I didnât know whether I liked him or not, or even if I wanted to like him, but I knew exactly what I thought of his friends. I couldnât stand them. Guys who pass around joints on street corners and elbow each other when girls pass by arenât my kind of people. They might scare off Ronny Roach, but they scared me off too. I didnât want anything to do with them. It was time to change the subject again.
âRemember Mrs. Jones, in grade seven?â I said.
âMrs. Jones and the erogenous zones!â
âMrs. Zones, we called her. Do those, um, places really feel nice? When Joey does... whatever?â
Kel bit her bottom lip and crinkled up her eyes. âYeah,â she said. âIf heâs gentle, they feel totally superb.â
âI can just see you,â I said. âMaking those little whimpering noises and heaving your butt up and down. Like in the movies.â
Suddenly we were ten years old again, doubled over on a street corner,
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