in the courtyard and recognized Alessandroâs sarcastic tone.
âGo now, Duchessina! At once!â Ippolito whispered urgently, and hurried to fasten the leather bag to the saddle of his horse.
I quickly hid myself behind a manger and watched resentfully as the three prepared to leave. A short time later Alessandro, Ippolito, and Passerini led their horses up the ramp from the stables and out through a side door. The hooves of the horses clattered on the paving stones. When the sound had faded away, I rushed back up to my room and flung myself, sobbing, onto my pillow.
I MUST HAVE slept a little, for the sun was already high when I heard shouting in the street and excited voices in the courtyard.
Betta hauled me out of bed, babbling, âMistress, itâs happening, the people have gone mad! A mob is forming at the gates!â
We dressed hurriedly and ran down to the courtyard, where there was much confusion. âWhereâs the cardinal?â the servants were shouting. âHas anyone seen him? He needs to speak to those at the gates. He must do somethingâbut where is he?â
Their panic increased my own. Didnât they know yet that Cardinal Passerini had deserted us, left us to fend for ourselves?
The side door opened, the same door by which Passerini and my cousins had left, and Aunt Clarissa stepped in, followed by Minna, her slave, who slammed the door and bolted it. Immediately Clarissa measured the situation: There was no one in charge. âWhereâs Passerini?â she demanded.
I flung myself into her arms. âHeâs gone,â I whispered.
âGone? Gone where?â
âCortona.â I told her what I had seen in the stables a few hours earlier.
âAccursed coward, that Passerini!â she spat. âIâm not surprised. All right, we must act. No one will do it for us.â
Seizing the arm of the nearest manservant, a groom from the stables, Aunt Clarissa ordered him to carry a bench to the center of the courtyard and then to help her climb on it. âStay close to me, Caterina,â she ordered, though I didnât need to be persuaded.
âNow listen to me, all of you,â Clarissa cried, her clear voice ringing in every corner of the courtyard. âOur beloved cardinal has departed, in order to save his own skin,â she said, her words dripping with scorn. âThe young gentlemen, Ippolito and Alessandro, have accompanied him. Many of you may wish to follow their example, and you are free to do so. Others may choose to stay, and to you I entrust the care and protection of Palazzo Medici, which has been your home. It is my duty to see to the well-being of my niece,
la duchessina.
I intend to secure her safety, and then to return here as soon as Iâm able. Have any of you anything to say?â
For a moment the crowd in the courtyard was silent, except for the shuffling of feet. Then the cook spoke up. âGod go with you, mistress,â he boomed. âAnd with
la duchessina.
I for one intend to remain here, with my wife and children. Weâre loyal to the Medici. Theyâve been good to us.â
The cookâs fat wife and four stout daughters gathered around him. A few othersâthe head gardener, several kitchen helpers, and two of the groomsâmoved to stand with him. But as we watched, several people edged toward the door; others wavered, heads down, eyes lowered. Outside the palazzo, the shouting grew louder and angrier, sending chills down my back.
â
Millegrazie,
â Clarissa said simply. âA thousand thanks.â She stepped down from the bench.
A guard, ashen faced, made his way to her side. âSignora, theyâre demanding to see the cardinal. I told them heâs not here, and that made them even angrier. A few are beginning to call for
la duchessina.
â He glanced at me and quickly looked away âThey want her brought out to them.â
âHold them off as long as