âNo, I donât.â
âWell,would you find making a decision as to guilt or innocence difficult?â
âSure, it would be difficult. I couldnât do it lightly.â
âYes, yes, but would you find it too difficult to make after your experiences?â
Would she? Maybe so; maybe sheâd never be able to make such a decision. The tempting excuse cavorted in Chelseaâs mind.Mentally she grasped for it, sought to rationalize such an answer. But she knew it was not the truth. She fought to keep the disappointment from her voice. âIt wouldnât be too difficult, no. I would just weigh all the facts, taking all the time necessary to do that. And then Iâd make a decision.â
The prosecutor eyed her. Chelsea resisted checking the clock again. Time was ticking by.
âWould you feel comfortable finding a defendant guilty?â the attorney pressed. âWould you be able to look him in the eye and say heâs guilty?â
âYes, if I believed so.â
A jury member behind her coughed. Another one sighed. She wanted to turn around and apologize, say she didnât like this any more than they did.
Stan Breckshire grasped both sides of the podium.âHow do you feel now about the police? Would you lean toward helping them? Or do you think youâd need to give every break to the defendant?â
Chelsea hesitated. She so wanted to give the man the answer he sought. Kerra needed her; what was she doing? âI would neither lean toward helping the police nor lean toward the defendant. Iâd just have to follow my own conscience.â
âMs. Adams.â The prosecutor hunched over the podium like a teacher toward a recalcitrant pupil. âHow many of your âvisionsâ have you had since that trial last year?â
Chelsea blinked. âIâm not sure. Ten,maybe.â
âSo you have almost one a month, perhaps?â
âWell, I ⦠You canât really time them like that, but I guess on average thatâs about right.â
âAny more having to do with crimes?â
âNo.â
âWhat did they have to do with?â
Her chest tensed at the memories.âDifferent things. For the most part theyâre about peopleâs hurts, perhaps something that happened in their past. God shows me how to pray for these people.â
âSo again, they show you things that you couldnât possibly know any other way?â
âYes.â
âOkay.And how long has it been since youâve had a vision now?â Sudden understanding of where he was headed washed over Chelsea. She watched Stan Breckshireâs fingers drum the podium. Behind him the lead defense attorney watched her without blinking. His assistant sat forward with an elbow on the table and two fingers dug into her cheek.
âItâs been about six weeks, Iâd say.â
âSix weeks.â Stan Breckshireâs chin jutted out and back. âThen arenât you about due for another one?â
Chelsea suppressed a nervous laugh. âI have no idea. God tends to do things in his own time.â
The attorney sniffed. âStill, six weeks certainly fits the pattern, wouldnât you agree?â
âWell, not really. There is no pattern.â
His gaze hardened. âMs. Adams, stick with me for a moment. Letâs just say that during the course of this trial, you were to have another vision. And letâs further say the vision was about the trial itself, perhaps leading you to think you knew information not given in court. Now. Once you were in deliberation, would you tell others on the jury about your vision?â
âNo.â
He drew back in overt surprise. âWhy not?â
âBecause any visions I have are between me and God.â
âBut wait a minute; youâve told others about them before, right?â His words were pointed, precise. âYou certainly told police about your vision of the