all?â
I remembered the unwanted sense of desire Iâd felt when Linda had first come into the museum, but I also knew what my conscious mind wanted and what course I would be following, and I said, âNothing at all. Not a trace.â
She didnât exactly change expression, but her face softened somehow, and she nodded at the brown paper bag in my hand and said, âYou didnât even get a chance to eat your lunch.â
I welcomed the change of topic. âWe can put it in the refrigerator, Iâll take it tomorrow night.â
âWe could have a dinner together now,â she said, âif youâre hungry.â
âWe could go out somewhere.â
âItâs after midnight.â
âBill must know someplace open. Is he home?â Bill was sixteen, the age when most of his life was spent away from the house.
âHeâs asleep. Iâll make something nice.â
She came toward me, reaching for the paper bag, and when I gave it to her our fingers touched. We both smiled at the same time, and I said, âYou know me now.â
âYes.â
We kissed, and she went out to the kitchen, and I headed for the hall phone, where I called a friend of mine still on the force, Marty Kengelberg. I had no idea what his duty hours were, but just took a chance. He wasnât in, so I left my name, and went upstairs to change out of the uniform into slacks and shirt.
Kate made a production out of dinner. There was no real reason for it, since even with this all-night job of mine we still ate most of our meals together, but thereâs always a kick in unexpected time off, an aura of playing hookey from the regular routine. Also, I think Kate had a feeling that some sort of milestone had been passed in the reconstruction of our life together, and wanted to mark it or to celebrate it. I myself was aware of greater complexities than that, but took pleasure in her pleasure.
We ate in the dining room, by candlelight, and afterward went upstairs to bed together and made love. Kate fell asleep very quickly, but I was keyed up by the nightâs happenings, and was in any case on a schedule that wouldnât have normally found me in bed before eight in the morning, so I was still awake a little after three when the phone rang. We have a bedroom extension, which I answered on the first ring, and it was Marty Kengelberg. I said, âHold on while I switch phones.â
âOkay.â
I didnât want Kate to wake up. I put on a robe, went downstairs, took the hall phone off the hook, hurried back up to the bedroom, hung up the extension there, dashed back down again, and said, âMarty? You there?â
âListen, did I wake you up? The message saidââ
âNo, I was awake.â
âIt said call any time tonight.â
That wasnât exactly the message Iâd left, but I let it go. I said, âNo, itâs all right, Iâm awake.â
âIs there a problem?â
âNot with me,â I said. âWith Dink Campbell.â
There was a little silence, in which I could hear Marty remembering who Dink Campbell was, and then he said, âUh-oh. Bothering you?â
âNothing like that, Marty. Heâs out, and he wants to go straight, and some of his old friends are giving him a rough time.â
âThat happens,â he said. He didnât sound very interested.
âI was asked if I could help,â I said.
Again the little silence. This time he sounded careful and a bit remote when he said, âYou want to tell me who asked?â
âLinda Campbell.â
âFor Christâs sake, Mitchââ
âIâm not seeing her, Marty, I havenât seen her for three years. She came to me because she didnât know who else to go to, and because Dink wonât ask for help himself.â
I heard him sigh. âHow we get into these things,â he said.
âI know.â
âWhat do you
Elizabeth Amelia Barrington