controlling move had my cunt clenching at the prospect of an amazing fuck.
“You need to stop your mind from spinning.” He squeezed a bit harder. “And don’t think for a moment I can’t tell when you’ve got something buzzing around in there.”
It was hard to blank my mind, though I made a valiant attempt. Instead I concentrated on the pull of his calloused fingers across my throat. The ache of my neck muscles as I held the awkward angle. I didn’t dare move. I didn’t want to. It felt amazing to have his hand holding me firmly, pressing me into the floor with the strength of his will. Fuck, it was quite the rush.
“You will do what I say when I say. There will be no hesitation. If you have a genuine problem with anything, remember to say either red or yellow. No won’t stop me. Stop won’t stop me. Begging and pleading won’t get you what you want either.”
“Sir.” And in that moment I felt relief.
He understood.
Gareth wasn’t humoring me, or trying to simply fulfill the auction bid. In a matter of a few minutes he got me. It was weird and electrifying all wrapped into one overwhelming package of awareness.
I couldn’t stop the moan from escaping when he released the pressure on my throat. How could I miss the contact already? Was I that pathetic that the least bit of attention turned me into a panting, needy whore? The ping on the end of my nose had me snap my eyes open.
Right. No thinking.
“There is more to being a good submissive than doing what you’re told. It’s important, but not the be all and end all.” He moved once again and with my eyes closed it was challenging to track him. “Tonight we’ll keep things simple.”
Would there be other nights? Would I even want other nights? I couldn’t help but think yes, given how strongly I was reacting to him. It would be very easy to lose myself in him. Now I understood what Connie had been trying to tell me for months.
Without realizing he’d gotten close, I gasped when his hand plunged into my corset, found my nipple and squeezed tight. The pain jerked me back to the room and Gareth.
“I said no thinking, Liz.” The slight smile that had played on his lips was gone now. I was surprised how different he looked, all hard angles and iron control. “If you can’t listen to me on this simple thing, then this will not work out.”
Oh no, no, no, no! “I’m sorry, Sir. I’ll do better.”
“Yes you will. Part of the problem is your clothing. It’s a distraction. Take them off, fold them and place them by the door.”
Wait.
What?
“You’re not moving. Do it now, Liz, or else leave.”
There was no room for negotiation in that tone. There was no softness in his gaze or body. Gareth stood there staring at me, arms crossed and legs spread shoulder-width apart. If I had been thinking I would have freaked out. I hardly knew the man and he wanted me to get naked in front of him while he remained fully clothed. It was probably the most insane thing I’d ever been asked to do in my life.
I don’t think I’ve ever moved so quickly before in my life. Sure my fingers shook as I pulled at the knot holding the front of my corset together, but I somehow managed to get it open. The damn thing proved harder to fold than I first figured it would be. I didn’t want him to change his mind and kick me out because I’d moved too slow, so I folded the damn thing in half and jogged over to the door to place it on the floor.
If nothing else I could go with the flow.
My jeans were easier to fold, but ended up being harder to remove. I wasn’t wearing panties beneath and he would get an eyeful right away. I’m still not sure what had possessed me to skip putting on my intimates, but it had somehow seemed appropriate given where the auction was being held. Honestly, I didn’t think anyone would be in a position to have noticed.
Too late for regrets.
I kicked off my heels as I undid the button. The denim pulled off easily and I had it