you.â
âThank you,â she whispered.
âHow many times did you pull the trigger?â
âOnly once. It was an accident, like I said. I wasnât trying to kill nobody.â
âWhere did the bullet hit Juan?â
âIn the heart.â She put her hands to her chest to show me the spot.
âWhat kind of gun was it?â
âA thirty-eight.â
âWhereâd you get it?â
âI canât tell you that.â
âWait here a minute.â I went and got my own Ladysmith thirty-eight, whichâat the momentâwas residing unloaded in my bedside table. I checked to be sureâno bulletsâand handed the gun to Cheyanne. âShow me how it happened,â I said.
She stared at the gun as if it were a centipede, curled, angry and ready to bite.
âShow me,â I insisted.
âDo I have to?â
âYes.â
She pointed the gun at the wall, closed her eyes and pulled the trigger with a click. Her tiny hand had trouble reaching around the handle even though this gun had been designed for women. She proved she could fire it once, although she might have had trouble firing it again in rapid succession.
âWhat did you do after you fired the gun?â
âI ran home and threw it in the ditch.â
âWhere?â
âBetween here and there.â She stared wistfully at my blank computer screen. âI donât think my momâs gonna make me go to school today. Would you mind if I played with Digital Schoolhouse or got on the Internet for a while?â
âNot now,â I said. âI have to go to work. Tell your mother Iâll call her this afternoon.â
âYou canât. She disconnected the phone. She said too many boys were calling.â
âThen tell her Iâll stop by after work. You stay home all day with your mother and you keep the door locked. All right?â
âAll right.â
I walked her to the door and watched until her mother opened the door and let her into the trailer. When I crossed the courtyard again I spotted Soniaâs butt on the bricks. I picked it up, took it inside and dropped it in the trash.
5
O N MY WAY downtown I took a detour to the District Attorneyâs office to visit my old friend and occasional adversary, Deputy DA Anthony Saia. He still had his creased, rumpled Sunday-morning-in-bed look, although his hair had turned Saturday-night slick. He had the kind of hair that reacted to every change in humidity and windâbefore he started spraying it. He hadnât sprayed his desk, however, and that was still a mess. Having a computer hadnât prevented him from accumulating a pile of papers that was six inches thick and in constant motion. If he sneezed, a document would fall off. His walls were cluttered with diplomas and photos of himself at various stages of his legal career. Rowing a boat at Yale, smiling with President Clinton when the Pres came to town, eating Chinese with Raymond Ko at the Ko Palace. But the most prominent spot on the wall was occupied by a mirror tipped so that Saia could see into it without getting up from his desk.
âHey, Neil,â he said. âHowâs it going?â
âPretty good. New hairdo?â I asked.
He ran his hand over his helmet-smooth head. âOh, yeah. I havenât seen you for a while, have I?â
âNope.â There was only one reason I could think of for Anthony Saia to change his look. âNew woman?â
He grinned. âThat, too.â
âAnybody I know?â
âHer name is Jennifer Spaulding. Sheâs a clerk for Judge Raymond Stone.â
âA law clerk?â
âYeah. She works out with a personal trainer. Great abs.â
âI see a few more gray ones, Anthony.â It was a lie, but a Deputy DA ought to know a lie when he hears one.
âWhere?â he said, turning toward the mirror.
âJust kidding.â
âHa, ha. So whatâs