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took my clothes and gave me one of those half robes that cover your front and has the back wide open letting your ass get some air. The nurse came in and gave me some pills. I think she said they will help me rest. I don’t want to rest. Like a never ending nightmare, every time I close my eyes the scene replays in my head causing my body to shake. I feel cold, so I pull the covers higher up. The nurse tells me there are a lot of people in the waiting room, wanting to see me.
    “Do you feel up to some visitors?”
    Nope. “Sure.” I don’t know if I’m going to be able to deal with the pity looks that are about to come my way. I slowly lay my head back on the pillow.
    I close my eyes and visualize the one person that can help me build up some new memories. The one person whose innermost goodness can take away a slight amount of the bad I have inadvertently created. I also need my roommate. There is no way I can go back to that house. No way in hell. The thought of stepping foot in that living room makes me tremble.
    Keagan opens the door and leads all my friends inside my room. They stand around my bed, all eyes on me. Keagan squeezes my hand and leans over to kiss my cheek.
    “Hey, Traxx… we are so glad you are ok… How are you feeling?”
    I shrug my shoulders. “Tired, I guess. They gave me something to help me sleep.” My eyes naturally look for her. I see her move from behind Keagan, flashing her sweet smile at me. Her warm hand touches my arm and soothingly strokes it.
    “Traxx… it’s so good to finally see you. We have been waiting outside for you to be ready. We want you to know that we will take care of everything.”
    Colton chimed in, “Yeah, man. No worries. You and Notso will stay with Brianna and me for the time being. Tomorrow we are going to your place to pack everything.” Brianna smiled at me and starts talking.
    “We will put what you guys don’t need in a storage unit – I know a great one, nearby Ciara’s place, climate controlled and accessible 24/7. Ciara and I keep some… stuff … there.” She gives Colton a knowing look and he looks at her with a crooked smile. A couple of years back, Brianna, Ciara and Colton had to face off with some bad people and Colton had told me about all the weapons that Ciara and Brianna had stowed away in storage. It didn’t surprise me, given they were Military Police while in the Army and Ciara was a weapons expert.
    Then it was Notso’s turn, “I’ll start looking for an apartment tomorrow. It will do us good for a change of scenery.” I nodded in agreement.
    My friends were staring and expecting some kind of sign that I will be okay. I’m not sure. How can someone get over what I witnessed today? Suddenly it’s hard to breathe. I feel nervous and agitated. I close my eyes and concentrate on the warm touch of Ciara’s hand on my arm. I change the rhythm of my breathing to match her hand’s movement. My chest is no longer tight, and I feel more relaxed. I believe the medication has started to work. I hear my friends discuss their taking turns and staying with me until my release. I don’t want to think about anything. I decide to just give in to the pull my mind is feeling. Slowly the voices just fade and I let the silence and blackness wrap around me.
     

Chapter 2
     

Traxx
    I’m not sure if I should be here or not. It wouldn’t feel right either way, I think. Ciara and I stand back to the side. I’m glad the day it’s pretty and full of sunshine. There was so much darkness in Marcy’s life she deserves to have light and brightness in her death, at least. The pallbearers gather at the back of the hearse, in order to pay their respect by handling and supporting the weight of the casket. The family plot is in a nice area, with big shady trees, towards the back of the cemetery.
    “Are you sure about this, Traxx?”
    Ciara’s whisper pulls me away from my thoughts. “Yes. Thank you for coming with me. The guys just don’t get