Named me after India Wilkes.â
âShouldnât it be Scarlett or something like that?â
âIndia was a secondary character.â
âI guess I skipped that book,â he joked. Heâd skipped a lot of books, hardly ever shown up for class. It was surprising heâd graduated from high school. He wouldnât have, if his big brother had been willing to accept anything less. âWhere does your mother live these days? She still in Oakland?â
âShe died when I was eighteen.â
Sheâd had to deal with two family deaths? âIâm sorry. So itâs just you and your father now?â
âNo, my father died before she did, but I didnât know him very well. They were divorced when I was three. He was an alcoholic, wasnât part of my life.â
He could relate to her situation there. His own father had turned to alcohol. âSo neither of your parents knew Charlie?â
âNo, we were only together the last six years.â
âWhere did you meet?â
He expected her to say college. The timing wouldâve been about right. But she didnât. âI was waiting tables at a restaurant near the hospital where he worked. He and some of the other doctors used to come in quite often.â
âDoctors.â
She nodded. âHe was ten years older than me.â
âAnd he was a doctor.â Rod repeated that because it wasnât good news. It confirmed that she was, indeed, way out of his league.
âA heart surgeon,â she said.
Shit. Just what a guy wanted to hear when heâd never even attempted college.
âIf heâd had another fifteen or twenty years, who knows what he mightâve accomplished,â she said softly, almost reverently. âI believe he wouldâve made a real difference in the world.â
Rod knew then that it didnât matter if Charlie was six feet under. An auto body technician couldnât compare with a renowned heart surgeon, even the memory of one.
âWas it a car accident that killed him?â Rod hoped it wasnât a heart attack. That would be too ironic.
âPlease. Like I said, Iâd rather not talk about his death.â
He didnât understand why she had to leave him wondering. Sheâd told him other things, like how long Charlie had been gone. Why couldnât she say it was an accident or an illness or whatever?
âI shouldnât have asked again,â he said. But his curiosity couldnât be entirely unexpected. Someone dying that early was unusual.
They were silent for a moment. Then Rod spoke again. He didnât want his question about her late husband to be the end of their conversation. âCanât be easy to work on art with a child underfoot. Is that part of the reason your in-laws are keeping your daughter? To give you a chance to get started on your pottery?â
âNot really. Having her around helps fill the hole Charlie left behind. They have a daughter, but her job took her to Japan two years ago. They donât see her often.â
âA family of high achievers, huh?â
âYes. They can be a bit intimidating.â
âYou didnât feel you fit in?â
She hesitated. âThey were fine. Anyway, for the record, Iâd never choose to be without Cassia.â She sent him a grim smile. âWhen sheâs gone, I hardly know what to do with myself. I canât work all the time.â
Sheâd recently lost her husband, and she was new in town. He could see why sheâd want her daughter to keep her company. But at least the kid had grandparents who cared about her. Rod hadnât been lucky enough to get decent parents, let alone anything more. If not for Dylan, his oldest brother, whoâd raised him, he wouldâve been put into foster care when he was in middle school.
Now that they were older and able to take care of themselves, life was easier. Rod was glad of that. He was also