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sat down on the couch next to me placing his arm on the back.
    “Come on spill it,” I said. “I know you have something to say to me.”
    He sighed and then he looked me squarely in the eyes.
    “You slept with Jonas?”
    Damn! I knew that he knew. I have just been waiting for the other shoe to drop. It was a matter of time. Plus I didn’t do a good job of covering my tracks very well.
    “Um...,” I stammered.
    I looked at him. The laughter was gone from his eyes. I could tell he was upset. I had broken my promise to him.
    “David, I know you are upset…,”
    “Yes, I’m upset. I thought we had a deal. You wouldn’t mess around with guys on my team.”
    I sighed.
    “David I don’t know what to say. I’m sorry.”
    He ran his fingers through his hair
    “Jonas is an asshole.”
    “I thought you were friends,” I remarked.
    “Yes, we are, but he has a big mouth. How do you think I know about you two? He has been bragging to everyone on the team about how good you are in bed. It took everything I had not to fucking kill him.”
    He looked really upset with me. It was a shock to me because he has never really been angry with me.
    “David, don’t be mad at me?”
    He placed his hand on my knee.
    “Look babe, I’m upset, but I don’t think you understand why I’m upset.”
    “David, I get it.”
    I knew he didn’t want me dating players. He didn’t think some of them had my best interest in mind.
      He continued to stare at me with this worried look on his face.
    “I don’t think you do babe. I overheard Jonas talking about some chick he fucked in the men’s bathroom. As a guy, I listened. That was until he told me it was you. How do you think I feel hearing some guy talk about you like a piece of meat?”
    I guess he was right. I don’t want to put him in that position.
    “I’m sorry David.”
      “Why do you insist on messing around with these men that only want one thing from you?”
    He sounded a lot like his sister. She has been on my case lately. I was fine with what I was doing.
    “Who says that I want more from them?”
    He slid closer to me on the couch.
    “You deserve more, babe.”
    “David I don’t deserve as much as you think I do.”
    He reached over and placed his hand on my knee.
    “You have that backwards. You deserve ten times as much as YOU think that you do. You sell yourself short so much. I don’t think that I have ever met a woman that would not accept a birthday gift.”
    I know that he didn’t understand why I didn’t want his gift. I had been through so much on that day that I just don’t want to celebrate it. It was much more than what he thought.
    “David…,”
    He held up his hand to stop me from speaking.
    “Babe, it kills me that you feel like all you deserve is a one night stand.”
    “David, there are so many people out there that just want to hook up. I am not the only one.
    “I don’t care about anyone else. Let them do what they want to do. You don’t need to do that. You have a man here who loves you and wants to take care of you. Why would you settle for less?”
    When the words left his mouth I saw his eyes shift. He slipped up and he knew it. I stared at him trying to determine if he was joking or trying to tell me something.
    I had a man that loved me? Did he just say that?
    My heart started to beat rapidly and my mind began to race.
      “David what are you talking about?”
    He looked at me and sighed running his fingers through his hair.
    “I love you Hannah.”
    He said that like it was a bad thing.
    “David, I love you too.”
    He shook his head.
    “No babe,” he said grabbing me by the shoulders and staring into my eyes.
    “I’m in love with you.”
    I was speechless. The confused frown on my face said it all.
    His hands reached over and he began to stroke my hair. He leaned down close to my ear. He took the lobe in his mouth and began to lick and suck on it.
    He whispered in my ear.
    “I am so in love with you.”
    I jerked