few more thrusts and I’m losing it. My body convulses as I cum for him. Just like he told me to. How in the hell can he even do that?
“Oh yeah! Hannah!” Screaming my name, he pulls my hair roughly. I can feel him filling me full of everything he has.
Breathing heavily, he lets go of my hair as my head drops forward. I try to catch my breath but with this thing around my neck, it’s proving to be difficult.
Drew pulls out of me before he moves to the top of the bed. Unhooking whatever I was attached to, he pulls it free of my neck.
I hear it clink on the floor next to the bed before he slides the silk from my eyes. Blinking rapidly, I look up at him.
He doesn’t speak as he watches me, gauging my reaction to what he just did to me.
His fingers come up to brush over my face, wiping a tear that I didn’t realize fell.
When I don’t speak, he moves. I take a deep breath to steady myself before turning over to see Drew pulling his clothes back on.
“Why do you like that ?” His eyes jerk to mine before he speaks.
“Because, I’m in control of life and death. I can take you to the edge of your existence, and only bring you back if I want to.” Swallowing hard, he waits.
“I want it again .”
Chapter 16
Leaving Drew’s seems surreal. The things he made me feel are nothing I’ve ever felt. I didn’t think I could feel again but Drew brought out something inside of me, something feral, and petrifying.
As I walk to the bus stop, I wonder how I’m going to control all of this emotion that he’s sparked inside of me. Even after he fucked me a second time tied the other way, I wanted more.
My phone rings as I sit waiting for the bus. Sliding it out, I see it’s a number I don’t know.
“Hello?” I can hear breathing on the other end of the line, but no one speaks.
“Tell me what it felt like?” The voice is haunted but interested.
“Drew?”
“Tell me what it felt like to be out of control, Han.” Ok, so maybe he is a little more twisted than I originally thought he was.
“It wasn’t scary. You didn’t scare me, Drew.” Looking around I make sure no one else is near me before I go any further.
“It felt like I was on the edge of a cliff. That at any moment, the slightest breeze could shove me over.” I’m honest to a fault with him although, I’m still unsure why.
“Did the thought of death scare you?” The obvious answer to that would be yes.
“No. It felt freeing in a way. It was as if I’d already accepted it, and I was just waiting for it to come.” The other end goes quiet and I think he hung up. Pulling the phone away from my ear, I check to see that he’s still there.
“What did it feel like when you did it to me?” Asking the question that has been overtaking my mind since I left his house, I await an answer.
“It felt like I held your soul in my hands. I could take it, or leave it, but it was ultimately my choice.” As I let that sink in, it makes sense.
“Why didn’t you take it?” A tear slides down my cheek. The world spins on its axis as memories flood me.
The hits, the punches, the way Alan shoved his fist inside of me. The burning, the pain, all the blood that shed from my body. Sobs threaten to choke me as I remember what it felt like to have my body violated the way it was.
“Why didn’t you take it, Drew?” Screaming through the tears, I want an answer. I know he didn’t do this to me but now I need an answer.
“Answer me!” I can hear him sigh on the other end before he finally speaks.
“It wasn’t mine to take. The control, the outcome, was all on you, Han. You saw the inner workings of my mind and you embraced it. I’ve never met someone like you.” Wiping at my eyes, the bus pulls to a stop in front of me.
“You should have taken it,
“Oh yeah! Hannah!” Screaming my name, he pulls my hair roughly. I can feel him filling me full of everything he has.
Breathing heavily, he lets go of my hair as my head drops forward. I try to catch my breath but with this thing around my neck, it’s proving to be difficult.
Drew pulls out of me before he moves to the top of the bed. Unhooking whatever I was attached to, he pulls it free of my neck.
I hear it clink on the floor next to the bed before he slides the silk from my eyes. Blinking rapidly, I look up at him.
He doesn’t speak as he watches me, gauging my reaction to what he just did to me.
His fingers come up to brush over my face, wiping a tear that I didn’t realize fell.
When I don’t speak, he moves. I take a deep breath to steady myself before turning over to see Drew pulling his clothes back on.
“Why do you like that ?” His eyes jerk to mine before he speaks.
“Because, I’m in control of life and death. I can take you to the edge of your existence, and only bring you back if I want to.” Swallowing hard, he waits.
“I want it again .”
Chapter 16
Leaving Drew’s seems surreal. The things he made me feel are nothing I’ve ever felt. I didn’t think I could feel again but Drew brought out something inside of me, something feral, and petrifying.
As I walk to the bus stop, I wonder how I’m going to control all of this emotion that he’s sparked inside of me. Even after he fucked me a second time tied the other way, I wanted more.
My phone rings as I sit waiting for the bus. Sliding it out, I see it’s a number I don’t know.
“Hello?” I can hear breathing on the other end of the line, but no one speaks.
“Tell me what it felt like?” The voice is haunted but interested.
“Drew?”
“Tell me what it felt like to be out of control, Han.” Ok, so maybe he is a little more twisted than I originally thought he was.
“It wasn’t scary. You didn’t scare me, Drew.” Looking around I make sure no one else is near me before I go any further.
“It felt like I was on the edge of a cliff. That at any moment, the slightest breeze could shove me over.” I’m honest to a fault with him although, I’m still unsure why.
“Did the thought of death scare you?” The obvious answer to that would be yes.
“No. It felt freeing in a way. It was as if I’d already accepted it, and I was just waiting for it to come.” The other end goes quiet and I think he hung up. Pulling the phone away from my ear, I check to see that he’s still there.
“What did it feel like when you did it to me?” Asking the question that has been overtaking my mind since I left his house, I await an answer.
“It felt like I held your soul in my hands. I could take it, or leave it, but it was ultimately my choice.” As I let that sink in, it makes sense.
“Why didn’t you take it?” A tear slides down my cheek. The world spins on its axis as memories flood me.
The hits, the punches, the way Alan shoved his fist inside of me. The burning, the pain, all the blood that shed from my body. Sobs threaten to choke me as I remember what it felt like to have my body violated the way it was.
“Why didn’t you take it, Drew?” Screaming through the tears, I want an answer. I know he didn’t do this to me but now I need an answer.
“Answer me!” I can hear him sigh on the other end before he finally speaks.
“It wasn’t mine to take. The control, the outcome, was all on you, Han. You saw the inner workings of my mind and you embraced it. I’ve never met someone like you.” Wiping at my eyes, the bus pulls to a stop in front of me.
“You should have taken it,
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