night. She slid the window down and caught a watery image of herself: pale and ghostly skin, cheekbones high and sharp, wide mouth turned down, and worried hazel eyes. Her curly auburn hair was scraped back into a drooping ponytail. God, she was a mess. Inside and out. Rain skewed her reflection as she latched the window tight. âAnyway, youâre right. I do look like hell.â
âNothing seventy-two hours of sleep wonât cure.â
Val doubted it.
âAnyone ever tell you that you worry too much?â
âJust you.â
âThen you should take it as gospel. Quit dwelling on Cammie, okay? So sheâs doing the running-off-to-a-nunnery thing. Itâll pass.â One side of Freyaâs mouth lifted. âIâm surprised she hasnât already been thrown out.â
If you only knew, Valerie thought, sipping her tea and glancing out the window again into the thick night where the spire of St. Margueriteâs cathedral was cloaked in darkness, invisible.
Oh, God, Freya, if you only knew.
Slade Houston squinted into the darkness. The tires of his old pickup hissed over the slick pavement, and the wipers were having one helluva time keeping up with the torrent as he drove across the state line into Louisiana. His old dog, Bo, a hound of indeterminate lineage, sat beside him, his nose pressed to the glass of the passenger window. Every once in a while, Bo cast a bald eye in Sladeâs direction, hoping for him to crack the damned thing.
âNot tonight, boy,â Slade said as he fiddled with the radio, which crackled from interference. He found a station playing an old Johnny Cash song, but the lyrics couldnât keep his mind from returning to his reason for driving in the middle of the night. A foolâs mission, at least according to his brothers, Trask and Zane, whoâd let him hear it while he was packing up the Ford just before dusk.
âWhy the hell you want anything to do with that woman is beyond me,â Trask, his middle brother, had muttered under his breath. âOnly gonna bring you grief.â
âMore grief,â Zane, the youngest, had added.
Not that Slade had asked for any advice as heâd loaded his pickup with a sleeping bag and duffel before whistling for Bo.
âJust take care of things. I shouldnât be gone long,â Slade had said as the dog, with his perpetual limp and gnawed ear, leaped into the cab. Slade had slammed the door shut and felt the heat of his siblingsâ sullen glares.
âHow long?â Zane had asked.
âDonât know yet. It depends.â
âJust be smart,â Trask had advised.
âWhy start now?â Slade had flashed a grin to lighten things up, but the joke had fallen flat. Neither brother had cracked the hint of a smile; they just glared at him with their jaws set.
Great.
That hadnât been too much of a surprise. Neither one of them had liked Valerie before the marriage, and their opinions hadnât changed much over the years.
Slade had tried to let it drop as he climbed behind the wheel. Through the open window, he heard that crickets had taken up their evening chorus and saw the western hills had been silhouetted by the brilliant shades of orange and gold.
Trask hadnât been ready to give up the fight. âYou plan on bringing her back here with ya?â
âValerie?â he said, just to get under his brotherâs skin. As if there was anyone else. âDonât know yet.â
âIf ya do hook up with her again,â Trask said, âthen youâre a bigger fool than I took ya for.â
âShe wouldnât be willing, even if I asked.â That was the truth.
âSheâs bad news,â Zane reminded him.
âDonât I know it.â But heâd cranked on the engine of the dusty rig anyway, executed a three-point turn in the gravel drive without a second look at the weathered two-story ranch house heâd grown up