come back.
âWhoâs that outside, Bess?â Gussie asked, pausing on the landing upstairs to look down at her daughter.
âItâs Cade,â Bess replied and waited for the inevitable explosion.
âAgain?â Gussie said wearily. âHeâll want his money of course.â
âYou know very well he didnât come for that,â Bess said gently. âHeâs come to see about us. Canât you be a little grateful for all heâs done already? Neither of us was able to cope with the funeral arrangements, and thatâs a fact.â
Gussie backed down. âYes, Iâm grateful,â she said, wiping away more tears. âBut itâs hard to be grateful to Cade. Heâs made things so difficult over the years, Bess. Elise and I were once friends, did you know? Itâs because of Cade that we arenât anymore. No matter,â she said when Bess tried to question her. âItâs all over now. Iâm going upstairs, darling. I canât talk to him. Not now.â
She watched her mother move tiredly back into her bedroom with a sinking feeling that her life was going to be unbearable from now on. Her fatherâs unexpected suicide had shocked the small Texas community almost as much as it had astounded Frank Samsonâs family. None of the scandal had been his fault. Heâd been an innocent pawn in the fraud. Cade wouldnât blame him, though, or his family. Cade had too much sense of family himself to do that.
She peeked out the lace curtain, her soft brown eyes hungry for just the sight of the man outside. She pushed the long honey-brown hair from her shoulders, idly tugging it into a ponytail that abruptly fell apart. Cade had that effect on her. He made her nervous; he excited her; he colored her life. She was twenty-three but still a sheltered innocent because her father had been unusually strict. Maybe that was why Cade wouldnât have anything to do with her. Heâd been raised strictly, too, and his family was staunchly Baptist. Seducing innocents would be unthinkable to such a man, so it hadnât been surprising that Cade acted as if she didnât even exist most of the time.
Of course he had a lot on his mind. But he was nothing like his younger brothers, Robert and Gary, whom she adored. Cade never flirted with her or asked her out. He probably never wouldâshe wasnât his type, as heâd told her once. She could still blush about that, remembering her shy worship of him the summer heâd taught her to ride and what heâd done about it.
Bess knew that heâd lost far more than he could spare because of her father, and she wondered how in the world she and her flighty, spendthrift mother were ever going to settle the debts. Oh , Dad , she thought with a bitter smile, what a mess youâve landed us all in . She spared a thought for that poor, tortured man who hadnât been able to bear the disgrace heâd brought on his family. Sheâd loved him, despite his weakness. It was hard giving him up this way.
Outside, the wind blew up, but it didnât slow Cadeâs quick, hard stride. She knew that a hurricane wouldnât, once he set his mind on something. Bess shivered a little as she saw him heading toward the front door, his worn, dark raincoat brushing the high grass as he walked through it, snow melting as it fell against the brim of his gray Stetson. He walked as he did everything else, relentlessly, with strides that would have made two of hers. As he came into the light from the porch, she got a glimpse of cold dark eyes and a deeply tanned face.
He had very masculine features, a jutting brow and a straight nose and a mouth like a Greek statueâs. His cheekbones were high and his eyes were very nearly black. His hair, too, was very nearly black, and thick and straight, always neatly cut, very conventionally, and neatly combed. He was tall and lean and sensuous, with powerful long
John Steinbeck, Richard Astro