whispered.
âNo?â Giulia asked, frowning.
What had we been talking about? Height. Volleyball. Advantage. âEr, sà . In volleyball, it is an advantage to be tall. But no, I canât play volleyball.
âMmmmm. I see. Emi told me that you are a good player. Well, enough of soccer. Listen. Letâs go into the center. Weâll eat some ice cream. I know the best place.â
âWhere is it? On the promenade by the theater bridge?â
âNo. Pfff! That one is for tourists. I will bring you to the best. And maybe tomorrow we go to the pool with my friends?â
âPerfect. No, wait. Thereâs soccer.â
âBut Irene, the pool is only two steps from the field.â
âI know. I saw. But I cannot be dead tired for practice.â
âAh, sà . Youâre right. Then how about the day after tomorrow?â
âIâll ask my mom. But without doubt, she will say yes.â
The next day I thought longingly of the pool as I sat on a wooden bench outside the clubhouse and changed into my cleats. Dead-tired or completely baked: which was worse? My T-shirt was already damp, and I hadnât done anything more strenuous that day than pedal my bike slowly to practice.
The calm, hazy air was thick with pollution and humidity. But relief was in sight. Literally. Dark, threatening clouds hid the mountain peaks to our north; but while they shifted and changed shape, they did not move into the valley.
A herd of sweaty munchkins limped past me. Maxâs team of first graders.
âLook! A girl!â one of them shouted.
There were plenty of girls who had been dragged along to practice to pick up their brothers, so I assumed by the note of surprise that the kid was pointing me out. I was right.
âUaou!â said another. âShe plays at soccer with the guys? How strange!â
âHow schifo !â put in a third.
âTrue,â said a voice I recognized. âShe is my sister.â
âReally? Poor you!â
Ha! I love you too, Max, I thought. The next time he wanted me to kick the ball around in the garden I would say no. Or at least make him beg. I glared at my brother from under my eyelashes as I finished tying my shoe. He grinned at me and stuck out his tongue.
I leaped to my feet and took a step toward him. He bolted, shrieking happily. Most of his teammates dashed after him. But two girls at the end of line moved more slowly, looking up at me in wonder.
I checked out the glass case on the wall with its collection of schedules and photos. One notice proclaimed that my group, the Esordienti I of Merano, had a game scheduled for this Saturday afternoon. I glanced at the first three names on the list:
M. DâAndolo
E. DeChechi
L. Fornaio
Matteo, Emi, and Luigi? The goalie and the top two forwards? Naturally, they would be first. I scanned the rest of the list for my nameâI. Benenati. It wasnât there. Not even with the substitutes. I checked again. Nothing. Had I been forgotten or left out on purpose?
I donât remember making a noise, but I must have, because Signora Martelli appeared at my elbow. âCiao, cara. There is a problem?â
âMy name isnât there,â I whispered, not trusting my voice.
âAh.â She nodded. âThere are only enough places in the van for fourteen. Thirteen players and the mister .â
âMy papá could bring me.â
Signora Martelli shook her head. âIâm sorry, but we do not do it like that. This time, it is you who stays. The other times you will go. Everyone plays at home games unless they annoy the mister .â
âOh. Uh, thanks.â
âItâs nothing. Good work, cara ,â she said.
I nodded and faked a smile. I couldnât complainâmuch. The plan made sense. I was the newcomer, the foreigner, the girl. Three strikes and I was most definitely out. Not that anyone would have the first clue about softball around