on her narrow shoulder, her thin blonde face docile and wasted.
Although Carl knew that the old lawyer had been a man of monstrous greed and very wealthy, his mother couldnât have got more than a twelfth of whatever was riches in 1943. Besides, since his father had died broke when Carl was seventeen, his mother had lived a life of genteel, if discontented, poverty.
âYes, dear,â she went on. âYour grandfather didnât trust women. He was rather old-fashioned, you know.â
Yeah. Carl had heard stories of the disgusting old brute from his Uncle John, a raffish solicitorâthe only one of his relations that he liked.
âI still donât understand, Mother.â
âWell, Carl, the boys got their money outright, but your aunts and I were left ours in trust for our children, to leave as we wanted. I always thought it a little unfair, especially as we were so poor after your dear father died. Anyway, your sister doesnât need any money with Clive doing so well with the factory, and he has been a little impatient with your poor old mother lately.â
Well, well, Cliveâs been impatient, has he? Carl smiled to himselfâClive, his sisterâs porcine husband, owned a fertilizer factory and had made large amounts of money from the superphosphate bounty, whatever that was. Carl hadnât spoken to him for years. Their antipathy was deep and mutual.
âWell, how much is it then? Donât tell me if you donât want to,â he muttered hurriedly.
âWell, dear, the trustees say itâs much more than a hundred thousand dollars now. You see, Carl, I havenât spent any of the interest all these years and itâs been mounting up.â
âFuck! Youâve got to be joking.â
âDonât swear, dear,â she said automatically.
Carl stared at her as she lay back smiling shyly.
A hundred thou! His brain raced round like a slot car. What could I do with a hundred thou! Iâd be free. I could have my own restaurant. I could tell other poor buggers what to do. I couldâ¦
âAre you pleased, dear?â
âYes, of course, Mother,â he said slowly. âBut youâllâ¦I mean, youâve got years yet.â
âThatâs up to our Heavenly Father, dear. After all, Iâve had a warning. That reminds me. You will come to church with me one Sunday, wonât you, dear?â
âYeah. Yeah. Of course, Mother. Umâ¦Listen, Iâve got toâ¦â
He had to get away and think. God, how will I sleep tonight? His eye strayed over the litter of pill bottles on her bedside table. Maybe sheâs got somethingâ¦
âNow, Mother, if you want to go to the bathroom, Iâll straighten up your bed and that.â
âYes, I will, dear, thatâs a good boy.â
And she got up wearily and shuffled through the door.
Carl swiftly went through her pillsâLinoxin, Digoxin, Vitamin B, Potassium. Ah! Soneryl. Thatâs more like it. He took three, no four, swallowing them dryly. They were bitter and hard to get down. He wasnât quite sure what they were but he was past caring.
While he waited for them to hit, he made the bed and tidied the room in a perfunctory way.
He picked up a small, richly bound book. It was a missal stuffed with holy pictures. She is taking this seriously now. He was amused. His mother had always liked the idea of being a devout Catholic, but had never done much about it. Shit! Imagine going to church with her.
His mother returned and, wheezing, got into bed.
âNow, dear, Iâll have another cup of tea and then off to sleep.â
âOK, Mother, and Iâll have a drink after that news.â
âNow, Carl,â she said sternly, âWhat I wanted to say to you wasâthe only reason Iâm leaving you your grandfatherâs legacy is because I think youâre going to be a good boy now. You know how wild you used to be with your drinking and