couldnât bring herself to explain what she
had
meant.
Roy withdrew a small notepad from his pocket, scribbled with a pen, and tore off a sheet of paper. âHereâs my nameâRay Darnellâand my cell-phone number. Maybe youâll change your mind.â
Staring at the number and the phony name, Candace said, âIâve always been pretty much aâ¦private person.â
The dear, shy creature.
âI understand,â he said. âIâve dated very little. Iâm too old-fashioned for women these days. Theyâre soâ¦bold. Iâm embarrassed for them.â
When he tried to pay for his cotton candy, she didnât want to take his money. He insisted.
He walked away, nibbling at the confection, feeling her gaze on him. Once out of sight, he threw the cotton candy in a trash can.
Sitting on a bench in the sun, he consulted the notepad. On the last page at the back of it, he kept his checklist. After so much effort here in New Orleans and, previously, elsewhere, he had just yesterday checked off the next-to-last item:
hands.
Now he put a question mark next to the final item on the list, hoping that he could cross it off soon.
EYES?
CHAPTER 6
HE IS A CHILD of Mercy, Mercy-born and Mercy-raised.
In his windowless room he sits at a table, working with a thick book of crossword puzzles. He never hesitates to consider an answer. Answers come to him instantly, and he rapidly inks letters in the squares, never making an error.
His name is Randal Six because five males have been named Randal and have gone into the world before him. If ever he, too, went into the world, he would be given a last name.
In the tank, before consciousness, heâd been educated by direct-to-brain data downloading. Once brought to life, he had continued to learn during sessions of drug-induced sleep.
He knows nature and civilization in their intricacies, knows the look and smell and sound of places he has never been. Yet his world is largely limited to a single room.
The agents of Mercy call this space his billet, which is a term to describe lodging for a soldier.
In the war against humanityâa secret war now but not destined to remain secret foreverâhe is an eighteen-year-old who came to life four months ago.
To all outward appearances, he is eighteen, but his knowledge is greater than that of most elderly scholars.
Physically, he is sound. Intellectually, he is advanced.
Emotionally, something is wrong with him.
He does not think of his room as his billet. He thinks of it as his cell.
He himself, however, is his own prison. He lives mostly within himself. He speaks little. He yearns for the world beyond his cell, beyond himself, and yet it frightens him.
Most of the day he spends with crossword puzzles, immersed in the vertical and horizontal patterns of words. The world beyond his quarters is alluring but it is alsoâ¦disorderly, chaotic. He can feel it pressing against the walls, pressing, pressing, and only by focusing on crosswords, only by bringing
order
to the empty boxes by filling them with the
absolutely right
letters can he keep the outer disorder from invading his space.
Recently, he has begun to think that the world frightens him because Father has
programmed
him to be afraid of it. From Father, he has received his education, after all, and his life.
This possibility confuses him. He cannot understand why Father would create him to beâ¦dysfunctional. Father seeks perfection in all things.
One thing gives him hope. Out in the world, and not far away, right here in New Orleans, is another like him. Not one of Fatherâs creations, but likewise afflicted.
Randal Six is not alone. If only he could meet his equal, he would better understand himselfâ¦and be free.
CHAPTER 7
AN OSCILLATING FAN riffled the documents and case notesâheld down by makeshift paperweightsâon Carsonâs desk. Beyond the windows, an orange sunset had deepened to crimson,
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