werenât going anywhere until you brought up the aba-lone thing.â I glanced sideways at her. âHe seemed worried.â
She scowled and spat out her words. âThatâs stupid.â
âYeah, I know...but what if he suspected you were right about the guys on that cabin cruiser? You know, he was over there. Maybe he saw something odd.â I hesitated, not wanting to sound like I was criticizing him, and then I went on. âI donât think we should have left Bull Harbour today.â
âI guess heâs got a bit more experience than you,â Olivia snapped. âHeâs sailed around Vancouver Island dozens of times.â
I stared at her, taken aback by her tone. âYou have a thing for older men or something?â I guessed Patrick would be considered good looking, but Olivia did nothing but argue with him.
âDonât be an idiot, Simon.â Olivia stared down at the chart, avoiding my eyes. âI just think he probably knows what heâs doing.â Her cheeks were pink.
I started to laugh. âYouâre blushing, Olivia. Admit it, you like him.â
âShut up,â she said coldly. âJust shut up. Go back to whatever little dream world you live in.â She moved away from me and sat down under the dodger, bracing one foot on the wooden edge of the companionway.
âHey...Olivia...â
She ignored me and stared off at the horizon, her black hair blowing everywhere. Her cheeks were wet, but I couldnât tell whether from spray or tears. Probably spray. She didnât seem the type to cry.
Up at the mast, Blair and Patrick finally managed to tie a second reef in the mainsail. It slowed us down a little, but we were still hurtling along with the wind behind us. The sky was a heavy gray, with banks of darker clouds hanging ominously over the horizon. The wind was blowing the tops off the waves,and there was so much spray it was hard to see where we were going.
I thought about what Iâd read last night. The cruising guide strongly suggested waiting for calm conditions before crossing the Nawetti Bar. If the conditions werenât perfectâwhich to me sounded like slack tide and no wind at allâit could be one of the most dangerous places around. Boats a hundred feet long have been sunk in these waters, the guide book had said. I wondered if we were there yet, or if things were going to get even worse. âWhere are we?â I shouted to Olivia. âHow far have we gone?â
She shrugged sullenly. âI donât have a freaking clue. Every time I try to look at the chart, I start feeling sick. Itâs worse than reading in a car, and I canât do that either.â
We were supposed to be using dead reckoning to navigateâkeeping track of our speed and compass course, and using a pencil to mark our position on the chart. I was a bit shaky on all of that. Besides, if you actually took the chart out of its plastic case, itâd getsoaked. âForget the chart then,â I yelled. âAre you using the GPS ?â
Olivia held up the little electronic device. âI canât get a fix with the GPS . Itâs not working.â
âWhat do you mean?â I couldnât help feeling a bit panicky, although I knew Patrick was probably keeping track of everything anyway. I looked over to see him and Blair heading back to the cockpit, bodies crouching low for balance and hands clutching railings and rigging as they made their way along the slippery deck.
âThe little screen just keeps saying that it canât get a clear satellite signal.â She looked up at the sky. âMaybe itâs too cloudy.â
I snorted. âThatâs not much use then, is it?â I stared into the spray and wished glasses came with little windshield wipers. âI canât see a thing.â
âBelieve me, you donât want to.â Olivia wrapped her arms around herself and shuddered.