few other big mouths. Success, every time.
I cocked my head at Billy as we turned down our street. âWhat did you mean, âwould have saidâ?â
âWhat?â
âYou said your dad
would
have said âall bark and no bite.â Is your dad ⦠is he, like, dead or something?â
âNo.â There was a flicker of an expression on Billyâs face, but I couldnât make it out.
âSo where is he?â
âHeâsââ He shifted that heavy backpack higher on his shoulders, causing him to hunch forward farther than normal. âNot here,â he finished.
He glued his eyes to the pavement and walked faster, right down the middle of the road. I didnât press him any further. I knew as well as anyone how annoying it was to be asked questions you couldnât answerâespecially about an absent parent.
Instead, I reached up to unzip Billyâs backpack.
âWhatâs in here thatâs so heavy, anyway?â
âHey!â Billy spun on instinct, causing something big and flat to tumble out of his pack and onto the wet street. I snatched it up faster than he could and brushed off the muddy gravel clinging to the front.
âWhatâs this?â
âDuh. Canât you read?â He pointed to a huge word on the bookâs glossy cover and sounded it out. âAt-las.â
âNobody says âduh,ââ I told him, flipping the atlas open. âYou have a geography class or something?â
The pages settled on a map of West Virginia. Just below and to the left of Charleston, in squiggly handwriting, were the words âBig Ugly.â They were circled with red marker. I leaned in to take a closer look, but Billy snatched the book out of my hands.
âI donât need a geography class,â he said. His voice sounded calmer than his movements. He was fumbling with the zipper on his backpack, trying to stuff the atlas back inside.
âOkay,â I said.
âIâm awesome at geography.â He tugged the zipper hard over the corner of the book.
âFine.â
âI could
teach
geography.â
âAll right. Relax.â
He slung the now zippered pack onto his shoulder and looked me dead in the eye. He spoke in a deliberately reassuring voice. âDonât worry, Dane. Iâm not going to go berserk on you.â
âUm. Thanks ⦠I guess.â
We continued the trek down the center of the street until our houses rose up on either side and we silently moved to opposite curbs.
I stopped on my sidewalk and looked back.
âHey, Billy D.â
âWhat?â He turned.
âMy dad ⦠heâs not here either.â
Billy watched me for a few seconds, expression unreadable. Then, in a flash, his face lit up with a smile.
âOkay, then.â
âOkay, then.â
Chapter 6
Itâs the calm
after
the storm, and itâs typical of Mom and me. Weâd had a tornado of a fight, when Iâd handed her the detention slip and offered my excuse. Now it was the silent breakfast that always followed one of those storms. And by breakfast, I mean coffee for Mom and a soda for me. I took advantage of the silent treatment to finish up an algebra assignment at the kitchen table. Mom sat across from me, pressing a lotto ticket into a new frame.
I put the final bracket on my last equation and slammed my textbook shut.
âHow much?â I asked.
Mom cleared her throat. âDane.â
âHow much?â
She closed the clasps over the backing and turned the frame over to check that it was centered. âFive dollars.â
âFive dollars that could have bought me lunch today.â
âStop that.â
âStop what?â
âStop acting like we donât have enough money to buy you lunch.â
âDo we have enough money to pay the rent this month?â
âOf course we do. Now thatâs enough. I donât want to start again this