that, and only that.
What was this about? And how did it involve her? No matter what trouble Cam was in, he had throngs of friends he could have called. People who lived closer, people who stayed up later, people he hadnât spent the last year trying to pretend heâd never met. Not to mention Lady Macbeth. Where was her lying ass?
Half an hour and two cups of coffee later, Randa was sick of waiting. Cam could have walked here three times since sheâd left the message. It was obnoxious enough to have called her here in the first place. Now he was taking his time getting here, leaving her to cool her heels among the night crawlers?
As soon as Rayâs back was turned, she put some money on the table and left to drive up the hill to Camâs place.
She remembered the drive well. It was only then that she had started to wonder if Cam really was in some kind of trouble. Up to that point, sheâd been telling herself not to panic. Given Camâs flair for hyperbole, he could make misplacing a credit card sound like a matter of life and death. But he had sounded different. Sheâd told herself that heâd felt awkward because of the nasty way theyâd parted. Hell, he should feel awkward . If he was suddenly willing to call her, knowing it would mean having to face her fury . . . something might really be wrong.
But what?
Sheâd just begun to hypothesize when sheâd turned onto Camâs street, into a sea of flashing lights.
TWO
Barton, Georgia, 1996
J ack reached over and turned off the alarm clock the second it started to buzz. Heâd awakened at four a.m. with a sense of foreboding so strong it felt like someone was sitting on his chest. He was used to vague, intangible fear. Heâd lived with it his entire adult life. Fear left over from when there was a reason for it, the way an amputee still feels pain from a missing limb. But this was different. It was as if heâd been jarred awake by a loud noise, but he couldnât remember hearing anything.
And then heâd had the most ridiculous urge to call Cam. Where the hell had that come from? He hadnât seen or talked to Cam in almost a decade. He rarely thought of his brother, and when he did, he still felt an anger bordering on rage. Why would he think of calling Cam? What did he think heâd say? âHey, asshole, itâs the Ghost of Christmas Past. Howâs your cushy life?â
As soon as heâd sent those thoughts packing, his mind began to bombard him with memories of things completely forgotten about. Vignettes from his childhood, random and meaningless. Like fishing trips with his motherâs twin brother, Uncle Ryland, the only member of the extended family who had ever acknowledged their existence. Ryland had adored the boys, and theyâd adored him, even if he was a certified loon. It was Uncle Ryland who had taken them to the Rotary Clubâsponsored Huck Finn Day at Lake Allatoona, the one summer theyâd managed to attend that much-heralded event. It was one of his few pleasant childhood memories. Their mother had dressed the four of them in matching overalls and different-colored plaid shirts, borrowed from Rylandâs kids (cousins theyâd never met), and they had passed themselves off as a normal family. Tallen caught the biggest fish of the day and got his picture in the paper. Probably the only time in his life Tallen had his picture in the paper without breaking a law. There was something about Tallen and fish. Ryland used to say that all that boy had to do was call them.
Their father had been unimpressed. Said fish liked Tallen because they had so much in commonâtheir main thought in life was how to keep from being caught. He also said Tallen wasnât any better at it than the fish were. He always seemed to have even more contempt for Tallen than for the rest of them, which was saying something. Jackâs theory was that it was because Tallen so