that Merrily hadnât known Buffalo Bob until the day sheâd arrived, but those two had taken to each other right away. Soon afterward, Merrily went to work for Bob as his one and only Buffalo Gal. In the years since, sheâd come and gone a dozen times, leaving without notice and returning when least expected. Buffalo Bobâs moods swung with Merrilyâs comings and goings.
Dennis might have felt sorry for Buffalo Bob if he wasnât in the same situation himself. Whenever he thought heâd made progress with Sarah, something would happen to show him he was wasting his time. Heâd been crazy about her from the age of seventeen. But the fact that she was five years older, married and with a kid, didnât exactly make for a serious romance, especially since she was living in another state. Then one day sheâd come home to Buffalo Valley, divorced, her daughter in tow.
Dennis had let her know his feelings, and sheâd practically laughed at him. Sarah had claimed to be flattered by his attention and called him âsweet.â
Sweet? He practically burst out of his jeans every time he was near her and she called him sweet. He might have left Buffalo Valley, like so many of his friends had, if it hadnât been for the way he felt about Sarah. The town was all but dead. Heâd served Uncle Sam for a couple of years, then come back and bought out his fatherâs gas station with a small-business loan from the government. And heâd stood silently by as Sarah dealt with the painful issues brought on by her divorce.
He didnât know how long it would have taken her to accept his love if not for Jebâs accident. Dennis had made a routine stop to fill the gas pump at the farm and been the one to find Jeb trapped under the field cultivator. For two days, Dennis had stayed at the hospital with Sarah and her father while Jeb battled for his life. It was during this time that he and Sarah had first become lovers.
Dennis still remembered the jubilation heâd felt, the excitement, as clearly as if it had been yesterday. Heâd been crazy about Sarah for years, steadfast in the hope that once sheâd dealt with the disappointment of her marriage, sheâd realize she loved him, too. During those weeks after her brotherâs accident, theyâd shared the most incredible intimacy of his life. If they werenât in bed together, they were at the hospital with Jeb.
Dennis waited until Jeb was home and on the road to recovery before he asked Sarah to marry him, confident now that she no longer looked on him as a kid, âsweetâ or otherwise.
Even now, four years later, his heart reeled at the force of her rejection. Without explanation, sheâd simply said no. No. At first, heâd assumed it was a joke. She couldnât possibly mean it. It didnât make sense to him; they loved each other so intensely and yet sheâd rejected his marriage proposal.
Following those two weeks of lovemakingâand his proposalâsheâd abruptly cut him off. For no discernible reason, no reason he could understand. All sheâd said was that it wouldnât be a good idea for them to continue as lovers. The frustrations of the next three months had nearly been his undoing. If it hadnât been for Jeb and their lifelong friendship, Dennis would have sold out and left BuffaloValley right then and there. In retrospect, he almost wished he had.
Then, one day when he least expected it, Sarah had phoned and asked to see him. Theyâd met at Jebâs farmhouse, while he was in Grand Forks undergoing physical therapy. Two minutes after Dennis arrived they were in bed together, so hungry for each other they barely took time to undress. Sarah had wept afterward, and said this wasnât what sheâd intended to happen. Heâd kissed her and held her and asked her once more to marry him. Again, sheâd rejected him, rhyming off a list of reasons.