look. âI hope you knew where we were going before you got on the bus.â Her eyes narrow a little. âHow old are you, dear?â
Whoops. A revised to-do list appears in my mind.
THINGS TO DO TODAY (ABSOLUTELY PRIORITIZED)
        ⢠  Be careful what you sayâand who you say it to!
âSixteen,â I reply airily. âIâm meeting some friends to do research for a school project.â
Funny. Back in Serenity, they taught us that lying was just about the worst thing you could ever do.
I wonder how I got so good at it.
3
MALIK BRUDER
Well, it finally happened. I am one million percent out of Happy Valley.
The bus depot in Denver has to be the most un-Serenity place on the face of the earth. First off, itâs packed. The entire population of Happy Valley must go by every thirty seconds. And theyâre not just going by. Theyâre moving in about a thousand different directions, bumping into each other, bouncing off, pushing, sidestepping, rushing, arguing, muttering, and cursing under their breath. Everyone is either impatient, or angry, or both. There are a few small kids, and theyâre all crying. Announcements are blaring over a PA system, in English and Spanish, I think. Itâs impossible to be sure. The speakers are crackling and buzzing, and you canât make out any of it. Somebody hasspray-painted stuff on the walls, but itâs too messy to read. Thereâs garbage all over the floor, including right near the garbage can. And the smell! Itâs a combination of sweaty laundry, wet newspaper, and a bathroom right before it gets cleaned.
I love this place.
So of course, Tori is the polar opposite. âThis is horrible ! How do people live like this?â
âNobody lives here,â Eli reminds her. âItâs a bus station.â
âWell, maybe that guy over there,â I add, indicating a ragged man seated against the wall in a huge carton, padded with assorted grimy blankets and pillows.
Amber emits a little gasp. âHeâs homeless! I read about that in USA Today .â She starts toward him.
Tori pulls her back by her ponytail. âWhere are you going?â
âWe have to help him!â she hisses.
âWe canât even help ourselves!â Eli counters.
âPeople looking out for one another,â she lectures, âis the definition of communityââ
I cut her off. âIf you still believe all that Happy Valley brainwashing, you should have stayed there. Look aroundâdo you see any honesty, harmony, and contentment? This isreal life. Itâs where we come from thatâs fake.â
The thing about Laska is she never backs down. âJust because Serenity turned out to be evil doesnât mean the ideas we learned there were all bad.â
Where do I even start? âThe question isnât whether Serenityâs a good place or a bad place. Itâs an un- place, and the lives we lived there werenât real. We canât judge here based on there , because there was all fake.â
Case in point: Weâre having this conversation while standing stock-still in the middle of the bus station, with people trying to get around us, over us, under us, and through us.
âOut of my way, kids. Iâve got a bus to catch!â
âLousy tourists!â
âYou got legs inside those jeans?â
âSorry,â I mutter, and drag the others out of the way.
We exit the depot not so much by walking as by allowing ourselves to stumble along with the current of the crowd.
Outside, thereâs more room, but also more chaos to fill it. The sidewalks are teeming with pedestrians. Vehicles whiz by on the streets. Skyscrapers soar all around us. What do you look at first? Faces? Cars? Signs? Stores? The sounds provide as much variety as the sightsâsirens, honking horns, squealing brakes, blaring stereos,leaf blowers, jackhammers, excited