Danny whispered, his voice still deep. âHow are we gonna catch a snipe with you making all this noise?â
âYou talked,â she whispered. âI wasnât talking.â
âYou were moving. Moved your feet and moved your hand.â
She knew the expression on his face as if they were standing in broad daylight, his blue eyes glaring, the sharp bone of his jaw clenched so that the pale purple vein in his cheekcould be traced as easily as if it had been put there with a ballpoint pen.
âYou let your hand off the bag and messed up the hole. Snipe ainât coming unless it sees a big dark hole.â
âY ES SIR ,â U NCLE T IM with the fat red face had said. âI myself bagged five big snipe one night. Nobody else ever bagged five.â Instead of standing behind their uncle and making faces, Danny had sat on the floor right by his feet, laughing and slapping his leg. Caroline wasnât sure if Danny was pulling a trick or really liking Uncle Tim, and he wouldnât even give her a sign to let her know. He said that he didnât think he ought to have to eat at any childrenâs table with her; he wanted to do what the men were doing.
âWhatâs a snipe anyways?â Caroline asked and waited, her face going warm while they all laughed.
âShe donât know nothing,â Danny said. âShe hasnât even been to school. She doesnât even know what a snipe is.â He rolled on his back and laughed his deep laugh. âTell her, Uncle Tim. Tell her what a snipe is.â
âAll right.â Uncle Tim stared hard at Danny and then looked around the room. âA snipe, Miss Caroline, since youâre the only one here that donât know, is a great bigbrown bird. Well, itâs so big you donât even want to call it a bird. Itâs more like an animal with great big wings.â
âYeah,â Danny said and turned to her, nodding with each word, his face flushed and short bangs cowlicked.
N OW SHE LONGED for the yellow lamplight of the living room, the warm kitchen where her mother and the other women talked and handed plates back and forth over soapy water that filled the sink. âJesus Christ,â she whispered and ran her hand through her hair just like she had seen Danny do earlier. She waited for him to respond, but he kept his vow of silence and simply pressed down on the toe of her shoe with his foot.
âI said Jesus Christ, oh Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ.â
âCall on somebody you know,â he whispered harshly, another thing he had learned at school.
âM OON LOOKS RIGHT for sniping tonight,â Uncle Tim had said and Caroline went to peek out the window at the thin sliver of a moon just above the trees. It was the fairy-tale moon, or so sheâd always heard, never heard of a snipe moon, but there it was, thin, white, and waiting. It sent a chill over her scalp.
âCanât snipe alone,â their father said, and Caroline froze, part of her wanting so bad to go; it was the same part of her that wanted to be in the first grade and have a book sack to carry. But then there was that other side, the school dungeon and Mrs. Hopperâs nighttime teeth and a big brown animal like a rhinoceros with wings.
âGo with me, Dad,â Danny said. âLetâs me and you and Uncle Tim and Randy all go.â
âJust the men, huh?â the girlfriend asked and came to stand beside Caroline. âGirls can bag a snipe as good as a man. Right?â
Caroline nodded with her, this grown-up girl, so grown that she carried a purse and put stuff on her eyelids. She had unbraided her hair and now it waved like a princessâs almost to her waist.
âSheâs too young to go,â Danny said and pointed at Caroline. âLeave her out of it.â
âCanât be done,â Uncle Tim said and lit a cigar. âYou see, you canât hold both sides of the bag when the snipe
Witold Gombrowicz, Benjamin Ivry