great-granddaughter Leigh-Ann down in L.A., what, five years ago? The last five years of Adamâs life seemed to have gone by in about five minutes.
Sometimes Adam drew comfort from the long years heâd lived, but sometimes he felt like he was just one more helpless observer. He watched as Wylie lifted Robertâs eyelids, looked down for a long moment, then smoothed them closed. Over the last weeks he had noted that, home from his five-year journey, Wylie seemed strong and humorless as ever. Wylie went to the foot of the bed, where he lifted the sheets to run a finger along the sole of Robertâs left foot.
âHe can feel that,â said Sky, dropping into a chair.
âYou donât know what he feels,â said Wylie.
âThereâs another chair outside, Wylie,â said Adam.
âIâll stand.â
Adam looked at his favorite three grandsons, listened to the hum and shuffle of the hospital. âI asked you two to come here so we could have an honest talk. I have some questions that need answers. First is what to do with our beloved Robert. As you know, the doctors say he is beyond hope.â
âThe doctors are full of shit,â said Sky loudly, aiming his voice toward the open door.
âIn this rare case, I agree with them,â said Adam. âHowever, inarguably, this room has been running me eighteen hundred a day for the last two weeks. Plus the meds, supplies, nutrition, et cetera. Cotton swabs cost eight dollars per. This isnât about the money, of course. Itâs about getting Robert to where he would want to be.â
Adam caught Skyâs impatient look and took a deep breath, reminding himself that forgiveness was divine, especially when it came to offspring. âAnd where is that, G-pa?â
âMammoth Lakes,â said Wylie. âObviously.â
âYeah, but take him home? Or to a room at the hospital?â
âNeither,â said Adam. âI think we should move Robert in with his mother. I think that would please her. The family can afford doctors and nurses as needed. But I wanted your thoughts before going ahead with that.â
âMom is Mom,â said Sky. âBut better for Robert than this dump.â
âWylie?â
âNot up to me, sir.â
âI asked for your opinion.â
Wylie thought a moment. âRobertâs better off with his mother. So, yes, Cynthia.â
Sky looked at Wylie impatiently, then shook his head as if Wylie were a simpleton. âSo, G-paâwhat did you really drag us down here for?â
âWe need to talk about you two.â
âWhatever.â
Adam set his big hands on his knees, balanced his weight over his boots, and stood. His knees ached and his vertebrae clunked, but he straightened to his considerable full height. With his toe, he pushed his chair to Wylie and pointed at it. When Wylie had sat, Adam took a deep breath and looked down at his grandsons. âI believe in both of you.â
âI believe in me, too, G-pa, althoughââ
âShut up, Sky.â
âOkay.â
âLet me reassemble my train of thought. Good. Now. Twenty-five years ago, each of you was brought into this world with both advantages and challenges, as we all are. You are both parts of the larger Carson clan. Because of the death of my son, Richard, at the hand of Cynthiaâand Richardâs prior fathering of Wylieâyou two half brothers have had a rocky time with each other. You were born less than six months apart. Innocence protected you at first. Then, through the years, you found knowledge, truth, suspicion, distrust, dislike, disrespect, andâfor want of a better termâcontempt.â
âDonât forget his envy of my Carsonness,â said Sky.
Adam looked down at Sky and rested his gnarled hands behind his back, feeling his shoulder rotators grinding softlyâan old man trying to keep from slapping his grandson across the