fallen from a twenty-story building and broken every bone on impact. My second thought is, why did they bother to put me back together again? If I finally got the courage up to jump, couldnât the rest of them leave well enough alone?
Then I see him, head slumped forward in the chair next to the foot of my bed.
My heart constricts. I think: I love you.
My head explodes. I think: Get the fuck away from me!
Then: What the hell is his name again?
The manâs face is weathered, heavily lined with worry and stress even in sleep. But it gives him a lived-in look that is far from unattractive. Closer to early forties than late thirties, dark hair shot through with liberal streaks of gray, body still lean after all these years. I like that body; I know that with certainty.
And yet, I donât want him to wake up. Mostly, I wish heâd never found me here.
âMommy, I can fly,â
Vero whispers in the back of my mind.
I think of that old pilotsâ joke: Itâs not the flying thatâs the hard part; itâs the landing.
The man opens his eyes.
It comes as no surprise to me that they are brown and somber and deep.
âNicky?â he whispers, arms already springing out, body on high alert.
âVero?â I croak. âPlease . . . Where is Vero?â
The man doesnât speak. His body collapses back, my first words having already taken the fight out of him. He places a hand over his eyes, maybe so I wonât see the answers lurking there.
Then this man I love, this man I hateâwhat the
hell
is his name?âwhispers heavily, âOh, honey. Not again.â
Chapter 4
H ER NAME â S ANNIE . Good girl, too. Four years old, a little rambunctious, but has the drive. Wonât find a better worker; thatâs for sure.â
The handler, Don Frechette, reached down and scratched his dog affectionately behind the ears. In response, Annie, a high-spirited yellow Lab, waved her tail so hard she nearly whacked her own face.
Wyatt liked dogs. Last cold case heâd worked, the cadaver dog had found a fifty-year-old bone in a dry creek bed. The bone had looked like a desiccated twig and smelled like dirt. One of the younger officers had nearly cast it aside before the accompanying forensic anthropologist had caught his arm.
This old thing?
the officer had asked.
But itâs just a stick.
The forensic anthropologist had found it funny. Later, however, sheâd confessed to Wyatt that she considered the whole thing amazing as well. The bone had long since lost all organic matter, she explained. What was left for the dog to scent? But the dogs always know, she mused. Forget the latest advancement in GPS tracking and forensic analysis; anytime she was out in the field, she just wanted a good dogâs nose.
Tessa had expressed an interest in getting a dog. Maybe he could take her and Sophie puppy shopping this weekend. Visit the local animal shelter, bring home a new addition to the family. Surely thatâd earn him some points with the kid.
Or would that be trying too hard? Tessa had made it very clear the worst thing he could do was try too hard.
It wasnât that Sophie hated him, he reminded himself. Maybe.
âConditions?â he asked Frechette, gesturing to the manâs light rain jacket, then the dogâs thin coat, given the low-forties chill.
âNot a problem. Weâll warm up soon enough. I donât mind the cold. Pools the scent, keeps it low, easier to track for the dog. And Annie fatigues faster in heat. Morning like this, clear skies, low temps, sheâll be raring to get to work. Now, you said itâs a car crash.â
âYes, sir.â
âGlass?â
âQuite a bit around the vehicle.â
âSheâll need her boots, then. Other terrain?â
âMostly mud, one briskly moving stream. Thereâs some prickly shrubs, the usual mess of random rocks and broken branches. Getting down is a little
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