knocked on her door, she didnât answer. After the third knock, I broke one of her rules and opened it.
She was gone, and so was her famous suitcase. I ran to the back door.
It was partly open, and Mackenzie was nowhere in sight.
Chapter Eight
I put Ozzie on his leash, and we spent three hours looking for her. She wasnât in the park. She wasnât at the coffee shop. I asked other kids on the street, but no one had seen a girl with rolling luggage. I was cold and tired by the time ten oâclock rolled around.
I went homeâor the place that had once been my home. I lay down on my bed and drifted into a restless sleep. I kept hoping Iâd hear the front door open and sheâd be back. But it didnât happen.
I cut school the next day and went searching again.
The day ended with another failed attempt and another fitful nightâs sleep. I felt alone and deserted. And scared.
I knew that if Mackenzie didnât want to be found, I wouldnât be able to find her. So I went back to school, heartbroken, tired and already feeling like the old Cameronâpissed off at everything.
I came home that day to find a padlock bolted onto the door, a lot of stuff from the house out on the lawn and Ozzie tied to the railing. I sat down on the front steps beside him, put my head between my legs and took a deep breath. I felt like I was going to puke. I guess I could have tried calling my momâor Nick, even. Or my dadâs cell phone. But they were the ones whoâd gotten me into this mess. At this moment, I hated them all.
Anger replaced the fear, I guess. Ozzie was nervous. He was actually shaking, and Iâd only seen him like that a couple of times before, when he was threatened by some big nasty dogs. I gave him a good hug and told him it was all going to be okay. Then I emptied my backpack of schoolbooks and rooted through the piles on the lawn until I found some of my clothes and a flashlight, and I stuffed them into the pack.
If Iâd had a cell phone, I would have taken a picture of me and the junk scattered on the front lawn. A portrait of what it looks like when your life falls apart. When everything goes down the toilet. But my phone had stopped working awhile back, and I didnât have the money to get a new one. All I had was a five-dollar bill in my pocket. That was it. My backpack with some stuff, my dog and me.
Maybe I should have broken a window at the back and crawled back into the house. But I couldnât bring myself to do it. I only had one thought.
I had to find Mackenzie. Maybe sheâd given up on me, but I hadnât given up on her. And now I needed her more than ever.
Ozzie looked worried. Worried about me. âItâs okay, boy. Now itâs just you and me.â
My legs felt funny as we began to walk down the street. It would be dark soon, and Iâd have to figure something out. But I couldnât stay here. This was no longer my home. And, as far as I was concerned, I no longer had parents.
Ozzie seemed to know where we were goingâto the park, then to the street that led downtown. I hit the coffee shop where Iâd found Mackenzie sleeping and then went and talked to some of the kids Iâd seen panhandling.
Most were pretty wary of my asking questions about Mac. I couldnât tell the ones who might actually know her and lied about it from the ones who really didnât know her. Then, as it got later, I realized I needed to start figuring out where I was going to spend the night. I doubled back to the coffee shop, but it was empty. I asked some of the kids on the street where I could crash for the night, but they didnât know. I guess they didnât trust me. I didnât look or act like them. And they were used to all kinds of weirdos asking questions. Some of them didnât trust the dog.
So Ozzie and I kept walking, away from the bright lights and stores, until we came to an empty storefront that had once