him feel bold and harsh; he looked away and said, âCanât the doctors do anything?â
Bron stopped. He seemed tense. He said, in a quieter voice, âThere may be one cure.â
âThen go for it. Youâve got money. Go private. Money can get you anything.â
âCan it?â The Kingâs green eyes were watching him. âYou believe that?â
âIâd like the chance to find out. Yes, I do. Why not?â
Bron frowned wryly. âMaybe I thought that once.â He held out a coiled piece of fish; the osprey snatched it greedily. âI cannot walk, Cal, or ride or hunt, and because of that I amuse myself by fishing. Leo carries me down to the boat, and we row out onto the lake, under the moon. How cool it is there, and the waves lap so calmly. And we fish. All the silver, teeming life of the lake comes into our nets, big and small, good and evil. Many we throw back. Some we bring here, to the Castle. And Leo jokes that one night we might catch a real treasure, a great fish with a ring in its belly as in the old stories.â He glanced at Cal, sidelong. âMaybe tonight we did.â
Cal drank. The wine was blurring his eyesight; he felt dizzy and awkward. He wasnât sure what all this was getting at. Maybe now heâd eaten he could make some excuse and get to bed.
âWhere were you going,â Bron asked quietly, âon the train?â
âTo live with my uncle.â
âFor good?â
âToo right.â
âYour mother will miss you.â
âSheâll get by.â
âAnd your father?â
It was against his rules to answer but something made him say, âMy father walked out when I was two.â He shrugged, watching the candles, how they put themselves out, one by one. âI donât know why Iâm telling you this anyway. She doesnât care. Not really. She drinks. Says she hears voices. Now she can get on without me.â
âAnd will she?â
âIâm past caring.â Grimly, Cal filled his glass and drank again. It was the music that was doing it. The music had turned into a fog; it was winding down from the gallery and was snuffing all the candles out with deft gray fingers. Even the great fire that had roared in the hearth behind them was sinking, clouding over. The clatter of knives and forks, the chatter of the guests, was fading under the weight of it, an obscurity in the room, a gathering mist. Someone was turning down the worldâs volume.
Cal tugged at his collar. âItâs hot in here.â
Bronâs fingers were white on the wineglass. âCal, I need you to help. You must . . .â He stopped abruptly, then turned and said with sudden desperation, âThis agony runs through all my realm. The kingdom is laid waste. You can heal it. If you went back . . .â
âBack?â In front of Cal three candles winked out; he stared at them in bewilderment. âBack where?â
âHome.â
He stared at the man in amazement, his narrow, oddly familiar face. Then he stood up. âNo chance!â
Bron swiveled his wheeled chair with his bony hands. He seemed consumed with a secret torment. âPlease. The Grail is coming. Only see it. Look at it. Do what you can to help us.â
And the music stopped. It stopped instantly, like a CD switched off in midnote. The room was black. All the people had gone. Cal swallowed; for a second he knew he was somewhere lost, a palace nowhere in the world, deep in darkness, and then the doors opened, and a boy came in. He was one of the tall, fair-haired ones from the door, and he carried what looked to be a long rod, upright in both hands. He walked across the room quickly, without looking at Cal, and Cal stared, stunned at what the wine had done to his eyes. Because this was no rod, but a spear. And the spear was bleeding . Slowly, horribly, a great globule of blood welled from its tip; it ran down, trickling