spots that felt like somebody had pounded a nail into the metal. Or a knife.
But no USB drive.
âYou know who had that locker before you?â
The voice made me jump. I turned around and saw a short, wiry kid with bad teeth and dirty brown hair. He was grinning, because he knew heâd startled me. âThey took all the ammunition,â he said. âIf thatâs what youâre hoping to find.â
âWho are you?â I asked.
âSeese,â he replied.
âSeese?â
âShort for Cecil. Cecil Joseph. Really dumb name. Thank my parents for that. They think giving me a fancy name makes up for the fact we live in a trailer park.â
âDid you know Cale?â
âEnough to know that he liked to be called Caleb. My locker is right over there.â
I made a note. Caleb. âSo were you friends?â
âDidnât you read the newspapers? Caleb was a loner. He had no friends.â
I recognized sarcasm when I heard it. âExcept you?â
Seese shook his head. âNope. Not me. Thatâs what I told the cops. Everybody said the same thing. Caleb? Nah, never heard of him.â
âIâm not a cop. Iâd just like to know more about him.â
âWhy?â
I didnât know the answer myself. âIâm supposed to be writing an article for the school paper.â
âBullshit,â he said. âThey wonât print anything about Caleb.â
I didnât make any response to that, since it was the truth.
âYou know Caleb liked to write?â he asked.
âSo Iâm told. On his laptop, right? Do you know what he was writing?â
âI asked him that once,â Seese said. âHe told me there was only one thing worth writing about, and that was yourself.â
âDid you ever see what he wrote?â
âNah. He was obsessed about hiding it. Maybe he was embarrassed. Heâd slap the lid on his laptop down if he thought you were looking at it. And he saved everything on a USB drive, so he could carry it in his pocket.â
âYou think he made a list of people he wanted to get revenge on?â
Seese licked his lips and looked away. âYou know, I couldnât believe it when they told me it was Caleb who did the shooting. All I remember is that the word came over the P.A. that we were supposed to go outside. Then the fire alarm went off. I guess somebody pulled it. By the time my class went outside, there were already a couple of police cars in the parking lot. Cops yelling at us. Put our hands on our heads, they were saying. The cops looked more afraid than the rest of us were. Almost all the kids thought it was just a fire drill. But the cops knew it wasnât.â
âBut you didnât think it was Caleb shooting up the place?â
âNo way. There were lots of rumors spread around that day, and after. I think there were some things about it that didnât add up. But when we were standing around outside, all of a sudden people started saying, âItâs Cale. Cale shot somebody.â Right away I thought bullshit, Caleb wouldnât do that.â
âWhat do you think now?â
He was getting agitated, and I reminded myself that I didnât know if this guy was crazy or not. And we were alone in the corridor. âAll right,â he said. âIt looks like he shot those kids. I admit that. But he didnât do it by himself. Somebody put him up to it.â
âWhy?â
âBecauseâ¦I donât know. Because he wasnât capable of it. That took planning. He wasnât a planner. He didnât even have a gun at home, like a lot of people around here do.â
âSo where did he get the gun?â
âThere were two guns, according to the police. They couldnât trace them. The serial numbers were filed off. Which proves again it wasnât just Caleb. He wouldnât have known how to do something like that. And anywayâ¦why
Janwillem van de Wetering