acknowledgement of an affair, and that frightened her.
She didnât know what to think about last night. The whole scenario had been so unreal, and so unlike anything sheâd ever encountered with Alex, that now she could hardly believe it had occurred. And Julia was Markâs girlfriend. How awkward would that make things in the future, if secrets werenât laid out in the open. She imagined them all at the dinners and law balls and charity events and Christmas parties that would have to be faced together, and once again she saw Alex and Juliaâs faces freezing as they looked at one another, and her stomach twisted.
She stayed seated on the toilet, staring at the stick. Five minutes passed, then ten, and that positive blue symbol wouldnât go away.
Yep, she was pregnant all right. But the joy of yesterday had entirely disappeared.
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After Chloe had wrapped up all the evidence and pushed it to the bottom of the toilet bin underneath a variety of detritus, she called the local surgery and made an appointment for Monday morning. She needed to hear she was pregnant from a doctor, not just a little white stick. Then she tried to concentrate on her work for a while, but it was pointless. Eventually, she took a deep breath and went to talk to Mark.
At his open door she saw he was reading while eating a sandwich. Small pieces of lettuce were scattered over his papers, and as she watched he brushed them absently onto the floor.
She knocked. âMark?â
âIâm busy, Chloe.â
God, you can be a self-important prick at times, Mark, she thought to herself. But she bit her lip and said instead, âI just need a second.â
He sighed and looked up. âWhat is it?â
âAbout Julia â¦â She had so many questions she didnât know where to start.
Mark was alert at once when he realised she was ready to talk. âWhat did Alex say to you?â
âNothing as yet,â she admitted reluctantly.
âNothing? Didnât you ask him?â
âNot really. He was upset, then my mother called, with her usual impeccable timing â¦â
âI couldnât care less how upset he is. What I want to know is What Did He Do to Julia?â
âWhy do you think he did something to her?â Chloe defended, alarmed now. The thought had never crossed her mind. Alex wouldnât, couldnât harm anyone or anything, surely. âWhat if she did something to him?â
âI somehow doubt it.â
âThis is ridiculous.â Chloeâs patience was suddenly worn paper-thin. âWhy donât you just ask her? I certainly donât intend to interrogate Alex for you. I trust him, Mark â not that I expect you to know about that, of course.â She couldnât help the bitterness creeping in and she was infuriated with herself.
âI canât ask her, Chloe!â Markâs voice was oddly pitched. âIâve only got a bloody address, and after last night I hardly feel welcome to pop round. So I expect Iâll never see her again, thanks to your fucking husband. Now, can I eat my lunch in peace?â
Silently, Chloe headed for the door. She passed Jana on the way back to her office, which was next door to Markâs, divided only by a small stationery cupboard. The partition walls were useless â you could hear any noise above normal speaking tone, and she knew that the gaggle of secretaries that formed the centre pool in the nucleus of surrounding offices had probably heard that last line, as she was un ceremoniously thrown out. Her cheeks burned, and she avoided looking at them. When sheâd closed her own office door, she sat down and took deep breaths.
Despite the confrontation, Markâs last words had comforted her. What a fool she was. Why hadnât she realised thatJulia and Mark werenât necessarily in the kind of relationship heâd made it out to be? If he only had an address and had never