towards the pavement that leads to the pedestrian crossing fifty yards or so down the road. Yet another thing he knows he will never do again â is stand at that particular section of the kerb, taking his chances, cheating the traffic. He walks slowly under the lean winter trees.
By the time he notices the Hardimans, itâs too late to backtrack.
They are standing at the crossing, linking each other; short and sturdy, both dressed in monkey hats and puffed-up coats. Mr Hardiman isnât a bad sort; does a bit of gardening and in the summer evenings they might stop by each otherâs gate for an exchange of gardenish talk. He wouldnât be too keen on the wife. One of those community types. Always pushing things through the letter box; leaflets about drop-in centres and cake sales or envelopes looking for church donations. Stops him now and then about old-folksy things; a tea dance one time, another time a meals-on-wheels deal. As if he wouldnât prefer to eat his own vomit.
Farley hangs back and hopes for the best as the green man hops up and begins to beep. The Hardimans waddle off. He lets three people go ahead of him and then dips in behind, trying to measure the distance â enough so as to keep out of their sight, but not so much that the lights turn red before heâs crossed over. At the same time he has to be prepared to zip off in the opposite direction of whatever direction the Hardimans take. He almost gets away with it, but for the wife, at the last second, lifting her head, like a dog that senses someone behind her. When he gets to the far bank they are standing there waiting like a pair of talking immersion heaters â âO hello thereâ from one, and âThere you areâ from the other.
âAh!â Farley says.
âWe were awful sorry to hear the news,â Mrs Hardiman begins.
âO, we were,â her husband confirms and for a second Farley doesnât know what they are talking about.
âWhat happened him at all?â she asks. âWas he not well or what?â
âWell, Iââ
âDid he slip in the snow maybe? Would that have been it? Because the way I heard, it happened in the street.â
Her face is bulged from the cold and thereâs a jellied, goitred look about her eyes that Farley finds distracting. He looks at the husband. If she wasnât here they could have a conversation. He could ask his opinion on the garden, how best to get it over the cold snap. And he could tell him too, about feeding the birds in the snow with the strawberries the drunken dealer had given him Christmas Eve in Meath Street. He could describe the various reactions; the way the thrush had milled into the strawberries and the blackbird, although a bit more cautious, had tucked in too. And how the one that probably needed it most, the little sparrow, wouldnât go near them: the strangeness of the fruit maybe or the seeds just wrong for its gullet. He could see what Hardiman had to say about that. Bring it up all casual like, so he wouldnât think him soft. If the wife wasnât there, gagging for information, thatâs what heâd do.
âWell, I better beâ¦â Farley says. âYou know yourselfââ
âHis heart â wasnât it?â the wife is saying now.
âThatâs right,â Farley agrees, not that he knows for certain. But with Slowey it was always going to be the heart.
âAnd the arrangements?â she asks.
âWhy, you thinking of going yourself?â Farley says, pleased to see that, although he hadnât intended it, the question has embarrassed her.
âWell, I donât know reallyâ¦â she falters. âI mean, we are neighbours, I suppose. At the same time, I wouldnât like to intrude. Although we didnât really. I mean, I might just go to the Mass, and that. It depends really, on the snow situation.â
The snow is gone, Farley feels like