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What did I eat that’s making me so sick?
    I just sat there and thought about the dream I’d just had.
    Who was the little girl? Why did she tell me I killed Scott? What did she say? I should have talked to him first? What if…what if what I saw wasn’t really what happened? Maybe…
    Oh, Jesus H. Christ, Jessie. You saw Chelsea fucking Scott…in his bed. I closed my eyes and felt tears stinging them. I never actually saw Scott though…but I heard him call out after me.
    I hate that bitch more than the air I breathe. I hate Scott for doing this to me again. I started crying. Fuck, I’m so sick of crying. I just want to forget. I need to forget!
    I heard a knock on the door, and I figured it was Trey as I stood. I quickly rinsed out my mouth with mouthwash and then splashed water on my face.
    I headed toward the door and opened it. Trey was holding a huge bouquet of flowers.
    “How are you feeling?” he asked with that sweet smile of his.
    I smiled back. “So much better now that you’re here.”
    Trey’s smile faded for a brief moment as he took a step closer to me. I instantly felt the heat between us as he reached his hand up and placed it on the side of my face. It was nothing like when Scott touched me though. When Scott touched me, my whole body would shiver. But Trey’s touch…helped me to forget…even if just for a moment.
    “Jessie…you’re so beautiful.”
    I closed my eyes and saw Scott. I snapped them open, and before I knew it, I was walking into Trey’s arms. He gently began kissing me, and he let out a small moan, which caused me to open my mouth to him. Our tongues began exploring each other as he brought me closer to him. He pulled slightly away from my lips.
    I whispered, “Trey…help me forget. Please help me forget him.”
    As he slammed his lips to mine, I felt his erection pushing into my stomach. I ran my hands up and into his hair. I gave it a hard tug, causing him to let out another moan. He slowly reached down and picked me up. He carried me over to my bed. As he gently laid me down on the bed, I started to panic.
    What in the hell am I doing? I need to stop this now.
    Trey moved his hand up my shirt. He slipped it under my bra and started playing with my nipple.
    Oh god…that feels so good, but fuck, my breasts hurt like a son of a bitch.
    I let out a moan as he moved his hand down. He started to unbutton my shorts.
    Stop this, Jessie. You don’t want to do this.
    Ah…feels…so…good.
    The moment he slipped his fingers inside me, I almost came undone.
    He stopped kissing me. “My god, Jessie…you’re soaking wet, love. I just want to bury myself in you.”
    He started kissing me again, but this time, our kissing turned frantic. It was almost like if we stopped, we knew we wouldn’t start again. He quickly moved and started taking off my shorts and panties. He licked his lips as he looked at me. I quickly sat up and pulled off my shirt as he pushed my bra up and over my breasts.
    I need to forget…I just need to forget him.
    Trey slowly bent down and started kissing me again as he moved his hand and placed his fingers inside me.
    “Ah…” I cried out as I felt the pressure building inside me.
    “Jesus…I just want to fuck you.”
    I closed my eyes and held back the tears. That’s what we’d be doing—fucking, not making love. We’d be fucking the people who hurt us out of our heads for just a few brief moments.
    He started fucking me with his fingers as his thumb began its assault on my clit. It wasn’t going to take long now before I just fell apart.
    “That’s it, love…let it go. Let me make you forget all about him. Let me in, and I’ll make you forget all about everything.”
    I looked away and over toward the window, out to the ocean. My mind drifted away from what was happening, and allI could think about was Scott. Then, I saw the moon in the sky, and I heard Scott’s voice.
    I love you to the moon and back.
    He’d said it to me all the time, and