little girl named Baby Sedgwick,â Eric teased.
âOkay, what new names are you thinking of?â I asked, taking a big bite. The maraschino cherry pressed into the centre of the cookie was gooey compared to the satiny crumble of the shortbread.
âWell, I was thinking lately that I really like
Emma
,â Eric replied. âWhat do you think?â
âHmm. Too popular,â I answered.
âOkay, how about
Matilda
?â
âToo trendy. And too Hollywood.â
We were having another repeat of our daily conversations and getting nowhere. For some reason, I just couldnât seem to commit to a name. Nothing seemed good enough. Nothing seemed right.
âI know â
Whitney
!â
âUh . . .
no
. Iâd feel like we were raising someone destined for MTV .â
âWell, we canât have that.â Eric scratched his head. âMaybe we should take a different approach and consider the names of our relatives. My grandmothers donât really help at all, given that they were Stelladora and Beatrice.â
âUm, yeah, just a little old-fashioned.â I looked into the fire and thought of our grandmothers, and any iteration that came from their names. And then it hit me. âBut what about Ella?â
Eric stared at me in disbelief. âI canât believe you finally like a name! Thatâs a version of my nanaâs name . . . I love it. Are you sure about it?â
âYes. I definitely like it. A lot. And I love that it is special.â
âWell, then, Ella it is.â Eric smiled at me. âNow what about a middle name?â
âDonât push it, Eric. Itâs a wonder that we even found a first name.â
âJust hear me out. I think I have a great suggestion. What about Ella Margaret? I think a plane ride back from Laos warrants being named after, yes?â Eric suggested, referring to my sister. âNot to mention that Margaret is your momâs middle name.â
âAnd my grandmotherâs middle name, actually.â
âSo itâs perfect!â
âElla Margaret,â I said out loud, realizing that I loved it. It had a charming ring to it that felt like home.
âDo we have a winner?â
âI think we do. It really feels like the right name,â I confirmed, kissing Eric and sinking into him next to the warmth of the fire.
âMmm-hmm. I love it too. And I love you, Nicky.â Eric nuzzled into my neck, and my insides stirred.
I deepened the kiss. Reached out to my husband in a way that I had avoided since living through the hormone crazies of my second trimester. And Eric immediately reacted, drawing me closer with a response so intense it felt like obsession.
Within moments, heat as strong as the fire we were sitting beside snaked through our bodies. My breath caught on the fervor of its intensity, both of us desperate for the peak that was as selfish as it was giving.
On the Saturday morning after we chose Ellaâs name, Eric finished painting the nursery. He had been working on it for over two weeks, taking painstaking efforts to ensure every detail was perfect. He had painted the walls light green before adding giant lilac bubbles to one wall to match the decor I had selected. He had been fastidious about every inch and I knew the finished room was going to be perfect.
âDo you think we can move the furniture in now?â I asked Eric, taking in the newly painted room. âI can call the store manager to see if everything can be delivered today. I know itâs short notice, but they said to just give them a ring when we were ready.â
We had purchased all of Ellaâs furniture at a trendy baby boutique and they were holding everything in storage for us until we needed it. We had spent a large chunk of change at the store, purchasing everything from our overpriced baby stroller to organic baby bibs, and I had gone a bit overboard with the number of sleepers and outfits