making an ugly face in her direction. She ignored them and kept her attention fixed on her tasks so she could finish up and go home.
Finally, all the preparations for the next morning had been made, and sheâd punched out. As Julianna reached for the door, Lorena stepped in front of it, blocking Juliannaâs way. The other three waitresses came up beside Lorena, flanking her, their expressions tight and angry. âNot so fast, Miss Priss. Weâve got a bone to pick with you.â
Julianna stopped, glancing nervously from one to the other of the women. âIs something wrong?â
Lorena, obviously having been voted the leader of the pack, took a step toward her. âYou could say that. Weâre sick and tired of your attitude. Of you thinking youâre better than the rest of us. And weâre sick and tired of having to cover for your lazy butt.â
At the animosity in the older womanâs tone and expression, Julianna inched backward, glancing over her shoulder, looking for Buster. He was nowhere to be seen.
âWhere do you get off, thinkinâ youâre so much better than us?â Lorena took another step; the others followed. âJust âcause you went and got yourself knocked up, you think you donât have to work? You think a bun in the oven makes you special or somethinâ?â
Another one of the girls, Suzi, pointed a long, bloodred fingernail at her. âWhen you show up late, weâve gotta cover your tables. That means weâre working our tails off and getting crappy tips all around.â
âAnd weâre sick of it,â Jane said.
âI overslept,â Julianna said stiffly. âI didnât do it on purpose, for Peteâs sake.â
That, obviously, wasnât the response they wanted, because angry color flooded Lorenaâs round face. She looked like a bleached blond balloon about to pop. âIâve got a question for you, princess. One weâve all wondered about. If youâre so frickinâ high and mighty, whyâre you working in a dive like this? And if yours is so special it donât stink, whereâs your old man? Whyâd he go and dump you the moment you got knocked up?â
âYeah,â Suzi added. âOr do you even know who the babyâs father is?â
âBet she doesnât,â Jane taunted, before Julianna could jump to her own defense. âSheâs just a little slut who likes to put on airs.â
Lorena laughed. âYouâre pathetic, you know that? I feel sorry for you. We all do.â She leaned closer, smelling of Juicy Fruit gum and drugstore perfume. âYouâre not going to make it, you know that? You or your little bastard. Come on, girls.â
With that, the three turned and flounced out of the restaurant.
Julianna watched them go, tears welling in her eyes, threatening to spill over. Is that what they thought of her? What everyone thought of her? She brought her hands to her belly, self-conscious, humiliated. That she was pathetic? A woman rejected and without options? Lower, worse off than they were?
It had never occurred to her that others would look at her that way. That they would feel sorry for her.
Nobody had ever felt sorry for her before. She caught her breath and dropped her hands from her belly. She had never felt sorry for herself before. Not this way, not to the very core of her being.
She closed her eyes and thought of Washington, of the fine restaurants where she had dined on a daily basis, of the day spa where sheâd had massages and facials and manicures, of her pretty apartment and closet overflowing with expensive dresses.
But mostly, she thought of John. She brought a trembling hand to her mouth.
Could he really be the monster her mother said he was?
From the kitchen, she heard Buster and the cook finishing up, preparing to lock up for the day. Not wanting them to catch her near tears, she hurried out of the