the song?â Taraji asked after she walked back over to me.
âI sure did,â I said. I held up the CD sheâd delivered the day after Iâd told her my mom was going to let me be in the video.
âI know itâs short notice, but tell me you have your verse down.â
âOh yeah, my verse and every other verse in the song.â I only had a couple of verses, but I had literally stayed up all night practicing that song. It was so tight. After Iâd learned my part, Iâd learned the whole song. I knew it by heart.
âGood, thatâs what I like to hear.â She clapped her hands together. âTammy, whereâs wardrobe?â she asked, looking around the room like she just realized the wardrobe person wasnât there.
âI donât know. She was supposed to be here,â the makeup artist replied.
Taraji huffed. âWe are on a schedule. Why do you people not get that?â
Before she could continue ranting, the door swung open. A young Asian woman with long blond hair came in holding a bunch of outfits.
âSorry Iâm late,â she mumbled. âI justââ
Taraji shot Tammy such a chastising look that Tammy didnât bother finishing her sentence. Taraji snatched the clothes from her and held up a shiny fuchsia minidress. âNo,â she said, tossing the dress on the floor. âNo, no, and no,â she said, throwing three more items on the floor. She paused. âYes.â She spun around to face me. âThis is perfect.â
My mouth fell open at the sight of the skimpy gold skirt. The skirt was super-mini, and it was connected to two wide, suspender-like straps. I took the dress and held the straps up.
âThese suspenders are kinda wide, huh?â
Everyone chuckled as Tammy quickly scurried over to me. âNo, thatâs the top of the dress,â she said.
âThis is a dress?â I asked, my eyes wide.
âThe straps crisscross in the front and tie around the neck,â Tammy said, demonstrating for me.
I scrunched up my nose in confusion. âWhat do I wear under this?â
âNothing, silly,â Tammy said, like I was just playing around. âThe straps cross over your chest. Weâll tape them down.â
âExcuse me?â I said. Iâm sure the look on my face told her I was dead serious. âI . . . I canât wear that.â
âAnd why not?â Taraji said, turning her attention back on me.
âItâs . . . I mean, thereâs barely anything there,â I stammered.
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And?
Good grief, thereâs not an ounce of fat on you. Why canât you wear this?â Taraji snapped.
âIt . . . itâs just so skimpy.â
âWhat did you think youâd be wearing? A turtleneck and a floor-length ruffled skirt?â
âNo, butââ
âBut nothing. Sam, hurry up with her hair. Mona, that lipstick is too bright. I need Camille on the set in fifteen minutes.â Taraji spun and walked out of the room.
I fingered the outfit. There was no way I could wear this. Even if I was bold enough to wear it, my mom would so lose her mind when she saw it.
Mona, the makeup artist, mustâve read my face. She said, âGirl, just wear the dress, or else theyâll think youâre difficult. And you donât want to get on Tarajiâs bad side.â
âYeah,â Tammy whispered like Taraji was still in the room. âThey got rid of the last girl they called difficult.â
Everyone in the room nodded their heads in agreement.
Mona wiped the bright lipstick off my lips. âJust put the dress on, tell yourself itâs not as skimpy as it is, and do your thing. Taraji donât play. She will pull you from this video in a minute.â She dabbed a darker pink gloss on my lips.
âMaybe I can talk to Sisco,â I said after she was done.
âYeah, if you want to make her even