self-control.
âYou got your end, mate? Ready now . . . hold fast!â
Forsooth, wherever I went would be less comfortable than my childhood home, and I would miss Albertina every day. Like as not, the farmer or the orphan-master would be just as cruel as Father, and what with hard work and little food, Iâd be trading a quick death for a slow one.
Instead, I wrapped my arms around the cages and hung on tight.
6
âHeave ho!â
The sailors Piet and Lobo lifted the pallet with me on it and moved toward the wharfâs edge. All the while, the hideous goose gnawed my knuckles. I ground my teeth and ran through recipes in my mind: orange goose, goose with pistachios, stuffed goose with prunes.
âOh, misery is the lot of man!â sang Piet.
âOh, misery man , â sang Lobo.
âHe drinks his gin whenever he can!â
âOh, misery man . â
My arms ached. The ropes around the stacks dug into my belly. The goose grew tired of my knuckles and moved on to my hair.
The pallet stopped.
âSteady now, mate, lay her down easy,â Piet said.
The cloth had slipped a few inches, and I couldnât see out the hole. I heard water slapping against pilings, the scrape of oars against wood, a shoe landing heavily in a boat. I determined that their ship was moored out in the harbor and we were about to row to it.
âOn three. One . . . two . . .â
The pallet wobbled in a nauseating fashion and the birds squawked and flapped. I couldnât blame them. Somewhere deep in their birdie brains they must have known they were headed for the pot. Was I as well?
âHandsomely, there! Steady as you go!â Piet urged. âYou want we should load âem one by one?â
âI have it,â grunted Lobo. âJust give me a minute.â
Stuck in the black, I held my breath while the sailors found their balance and got the boat under way. I fumbled with the sailcloth. Where was that hole?
âMind the buoy,â Piet murmured.
âYouâre worse than my old grandmother, you know that?â
âIâm just sayinâ, a young newbie like you, you might missââ
âI may be but sixteen years and new to the Lion, Piet, but trust me, amigo, Iâve eyes like a fat hawk.â
âEasy now, hawk,â Piet said. âBring her under the mizzenmast.â
I found the hole. Through it I could see Loboâs back and the side of a ship, blackened with tar.
âHoay, OâBrian! You ready for us?â Piet called.
âReady and waiting on you, mate, since two bells,â answered a boyish voice from above. âWhere you been? The tavernsââ
âI ainât been dogging it, if thatâs what you mean to say. Heave her over, mate!â
A heavy rope landed in the boat, followed by a lot of jostling and orders from Piet as he and Lobo tied the pallet to some kind of pulley.
âItâs made!â Piet called out. âHoist away!â
The pallet jerked up and hovered. For a long, sickening moment, it tilted heavily to one side, and only the ropes around the sailcloth kept me from sliding out. If Iâd had any dinner, it would have baptized Piet and Lobo.
âPiet!â the sailor OâBrian shouted. âDâyou let the newbie stow this lot?â
I realized it was my weight that had unbalanced the load. Quickly, I jammed myself between the two middle stacks of cages.
âNothing wrong with our stowinâ, mate. Must be your rigging,â Piet shouted back.
Level now, the pallet rose, and me with it, slow and unsteady. I was wedged so tightly I couldnât take a full breath. The birds shrieked and flapped. Minutes crawled by and we climbed higher, until finally we swung hard over.
âEase her down nicely now,â OâBrian said to another sailor.
The pallet thudded heavily onto the deck of the Lion, and OâBrian and the other sailor untied it from the pulley. Would they