have done it on purpose. It was beginning to break up, to dissolve into snow, which was what was making it hiss, she thought. âYouâre missssing the point . . . point . . . point.â The hiss was now accompanied by an echo and a blurring of Dougâs snowy features.
âDoug! Donât you dare just leave me like this! You have some explaining to do!â
She touched the keyboard, thinking there must be some command that could clarify her brotherâs image and speech, but her fingers were still inches from the keys when a jolt of static electricity knocked her backward. It was then that she noticed that the whole room was filled with static snow, just like the computer screen, and while her clothing clung to her in pools and ripples and her nylons crackled, the hairs on her skin and head stood straight up, tingling and quivering with the charge.
âMoni, I havenât got long,â the image said, resolving again. âAnd neither have you. You need to pay attention. Weâve both always needed to pay attention. I am not a dream. I am not a problem with your monitor. I am not a problem with your reception. Please do not attempt to adjust your terminal again. I am a ghost, Sis.â At least he had stopped hissing.
âThe ghost in the machine, I presume?â she asked tartly.
He asked, a little annoyed at her denseness, which had been his usual tone when he was alive, âWhere else would I haunt? Where else did I ever spend any time? I spent all my life turning my back on the world, looking into computers, and now it looks like Iâm doomed to spend my afterlife inside a computer looking out at what I missed. Only problem is, of course, most places the computer doesnât offer much of a vantage point for all the things Iâm supposed to have done, like enjoying Christmas and cherishing my loved ones.â
âCherishing your loved ones? Give me a break! You never cared about anything except your project of the moment while you were alive, and you seemed perfectly happy. Why should you regret that, now that youâre dead, for heavenâs sake? Do they make you go through therapy when you die?â
âNo, but youâre stuck for all eternity with the choices you made in life. This is not just a phase Iâm going through, being inside a computer. Except for this one time, I am doomed to haunt terminals. I give a whole new meaning to the term vaporware . I ride the Ethernet forever, theâerâman who never returned.â A deep sigh came through the computer like a gust of wind that rattled the vertical window blinds and blew Monicaâs hair straight back.
âWell, yes, fine, but why bring it up now? I have work to do, you know.â
âBecause itâs Christmas, and you shouldnât be working. You should be . . . um . . . rejoicing?â
âOh, really? And whatâs what I do with Christmas got to do with you being dead and fouling up the business you left me by haunting valuable memory space?â
âBecause, Sister dearest , Christmas has always been about second chances. And Iâm here to give you yours, which will maybe give me mine. So I hope youâll pay attention and not blow it.â
âWhat do you mean âsecond chancesâ?â
âDid you think the kid in the manger was thought up by the heavenly merchandising department just to create a boom market in crèches and Chinese-made tinsel stars and treetop angels that say at programmable intervals, âUnto us a child is born!â I think not. Iâve learned a thing or two since Iâve been dead, and let me tell you, itâs come as a shock to me. The deal is, that kid came to give the world a second chance, take it or leave it. Use it or lose it. No pain, no gain. And itâs not just a churchy thing, Sis. Itâs about looking out for one another and paying attention to other people for reasons other than to see what