mumbled.
She leaned closer to me, and I could smell her perfume again.
âOh, I donât know,â she said, brushing the bangs off my face. âYou donât know it, but you could break a lot a hearts with those cheekbones.â
âVery funny.â
She raised an eyebrow. âI donât get the joke.â
âSure you do,â I said, feeling frustrated. âItâs me. Iâm the joke, and youâre the one laughing. I canât have a guy like Tyler any more than I can have a diamond bracelet or a . . . a unicorn.â
Ada laughed. It was the first time Iâd heard her laugh, and it was a jagged sound, like a machine that hadnât been used in a while.
âI donât know about the unicorn, but you could have Tyler if you wanted him, and the diamond bracelet too. But youâre too smart for that, right?â I didnât answer. âRight? You saw what he was like. And now that youâve seen, you know better than to think thatâs a prize worth fighting for.â
I think I managed to nod. In any case, she gave me a brief smile.
âHere,â she said, pressing the tube of lipstick into mypalm. âYou should take this. It looks awful on me. Now you just need some clothes to go with that pretty face.â
Her long legs took her from the bed to the closet in two strides. She started going through the piles of clothes all over her room and tossing things at me. It seemed crazy at first. . . . Sheâs tall and skinny and Iâm short and dumpy, but she said not to worry.
âItâll look different on you, but good.â And she was right. I put on a dress Iâve seen her wearâa clinging navy knit with small brass buttonsâand a part of me had a fantasy that it would magically turn me into her. It didnât, but when I stood in front of the mirror, it didnât look bad. I looked curvy, not dumpy.
âThere you are . . . all dolled up for a night out on the town.â
I laughed. âNot like I have anywhere to go.â
Thatâs when it hit me. It was two thirty, almost the end of the school day, and Mom would be expecting me home soon. Plus, I needed to figure out an unfamiliar bus route. âI need to get going,â I said, heading for the door to her room. Then I remembered I was still wearing her dress. I went to take it off, but she stopped me. âKeep it,â she said. âIt looks better on you.â
That was definitely the lie of the century, but I appreciated it. Even if it didnât look better on me than on her, it definitely looked better than any of the clothes I currently owned. I stuffed my school clothes into my swim bag and hurried off.
On the bus home, I couldnât help smiling to myself. I felt like I had finally figured out what friends were. Technically, Jenny and Eiko and the other geeks were my friends, but I didnât much enjoy the time I spent with them, and if we got together, it was only to study or work on a project. With Ada, it wasnât like that at all.
All afternoon I had been on an adrenaline high from skipping school and hanging out with the bad girl, but on that bus, my normal self caught up with me and I started panicking about what would happen when I got home. Would my mom know? Well, obviously, if I walked in with makeup on and someone elseâs clothes, that wasnât going to help my case.
I dug a tissue out of my bag and carefully swiped off all traces of the lipstick. Then I got off the bus a few blocks from home and changed into my usual clothes in a restaurant bathroom. By the time I got to my house, I was back to my normal self, and only a few minutes later than usual. Still, as I opened the door, my heart was in my throat, not knowing what might await me. I heard Mom call me as the door swung shut behind me. I found her in the den, playing mah-jongg on the computer.
âSomeone called this afternoon,â she