of doing intensive care? Thereâs a job coming up in that department. I think youâd be good at that.â
âIâd take that as a compliment if I didnât get the feeling you think Iâm best at dealing with unconscious folk.â
He was quick to reply, âNo, no. Itâs just that I think youâd be good at meeting the challenge.â
âAnd Iâve just got a job Iâve always wanted to do and a house,â I said, âso I canât think what could be better.â
âYouâve maybe got a point,â said the recently married doctor suddenly, and in a heart-felt way. âRaigmoreâs hospital staff quarters are pretty basic. My wife feels sheâs sharing her life with every other person in the block.â
Nurse Black thought that wouldnât be so bad. âWonât you find it scary living on your own?â she asked.
I was confident. âDistrict nursesâ houses are usually at the heart of the community, so itâs not as if Iâll be stuck at the back of beyond and on my own.â I warmed to my theme. âAnd Iâll be in lots of different places if Iâm doing holiday relief. Itâll give me a great way to see Ross-shire. Anyway, I was brought up on a hill farm so Iâm used to and love open spaces.â
Life without the Caley dances was plainly an anathema to my young colleague. âBut whatâll you do for a social life?â
âIâll get the bright lights in Edinburgh. At some point, and if Iâm a good girl, Iâll get to go and do the district nursing course there.â
âStaff Nurse!â Sister Gall called. âWill you stop that gassing and get a spatula? Dustyâs off again.â
Our patient was having a full-blown epileptic fit. With her rolling eyes and jerking, convulsive movements, she looked like a marionette controlled by some vicious puppeteer. In her screened-off bed, she was at risk of throwing herself beyond its contained space.
We eased the wooden spatula into her frothing mouth. âThatâll stop her biting her tongue,â said Sister Gall, âbut these grand mal fits canât be doing her any good. Keep an eye on her. If this lasts much longer, sheâll need to be seen by the consultant â and get Nurse Black to help you change the bed. Iâll bet Dustyâs been incontinent.â She bustled off, calling back, âAnd Iâll finish the list. Think weâll need another bottle of disinfectant.â
Dustyâs movements slowly relaxed. Recovering consciousness, she spat out the spatula.
âI was away again, then?â she said in a matter-of-fact way. âOch but those fits wear me out!â She yawned, showing black tusks that were the remnants of her teeth and a blight in a face, with its skin so fine it looked as if it was made of porcelain.
âSister Gallâs no best pleased I forget to take my pills. Anyway, I canna always afford them or even get to a chemist. And when Iâm out on the road, itâs easy to lose time. Sometimes I donât even notice a day going by. Anyway I hate the damn things.â She sighed and gazed out of the window. âYou donât think Iâll be here long do you?â
Her brother would occasionally visit. The last time I saw him I heard him say, âYouâll no get out if you dinna have an address, and you ken you canna sign yourself out. You canna write anâ neither can I.â He was as thin as his sister and had the same bright red hair. But whilst Dustyâs flamed round her face, his clung in tight curls on top of his head. He looked ill at ease and out of place with his ragged clothes. His mud-spattered boots were so big he could hardly hide them under his chair. Unlike Dusty, however, his teeth shone even and white in a sunburnt face.
Awkwardly patting her hand, he smiled and said, âJust tell the doctors youâre going to Dingwall. Like
Sonu Shamdasani C. G. Jung R. F.C. Hull